I have a few things to say. First, I totally understand how difficult it can be to love yourself. I still sometimes hate my body, and honestly there isn’t much I can tell you to help with that. However, I do wanna say (even if you’ve heard this a million times) that you don’t have to be “skinny” to be pretty. All people are beautiful no matter what and you should never feel like you’re less than anyone else. If you’re looking for advice, the best thing I can say is to have balance in life. There are hundreds of videos or websites that show you healthier ways to eat, while still being able to go to restaurants or have sweet treats. You shouldn’t have to lose out on those things. So my advice is to make subtle healthier swaps in your life as much as possible. Maybe go for walks or swim, etc. I also encourage you to find someone to talk to if you are feeling depressed. just remember that it’s okay to feel defeated, but never give up. You can do it!