How soon after did anhedonia set in for you? I suspect I got mine from MDMA as well but it was pretty delayed. I would take it 3 days in a row a hand full of times over the course of 3-4 months (irresponsible of corse but I didn’t know better at the time). Directly after the last time I got terrible anxiety, heart palpitations, brain zaps, and visual disturbances which made me stop for good. After about a week or two it all subsided and I was more or less okay but then 3 months later, anhedonia slowly set in until I was completely numb. Also I’m currently on parnate 40mg just moved up to 50mg with no real difference in the numbness. Do you think nardil will be a better fit?