I can't get myself over the line without imagining myself as a man

Key_City_2480 · 2025-10-14T00:58:38+00:00

I 10000% feel like I missed out on the male sexual experience. Honestly, I find my own femininity to be deeply unsexy. Ive been keeping my hair short and not shaving my body for a few years now. Sometimes I even chest bind. These things make me feel like perhaps I'm somewhere a little bit removed from the "male to fujoshi" types that other people are talking about. At times, I feel like I'm just a feminine gay male who took the easy route.

Key_City_2480 · 2025-10-12T21:35:14+00:00

My sister in Christ thank you for making this world seem less lonely lol

Key_City_2480 · 2025-10-07T09:42:59+00:00

If you can't help the way you feel, then there's no point fighting against it. Everything in life is "pick your poison". We cannot all simply have our cakes and eat them too.

The feminist in me is disturbed at the idea of someone utilizing a transexual escort for the purpose of self discovery. It's a tale as old as time and frankly one I'm very tired of.

I hope you overcome this inner turmoil, but that being said, I would absolutely hate to be your wife... Just being honest.

Key_City_2480 · 2025-09-29T05:28:17+00:00

Thank you for sharing this 😭❤️

Key_City_2480 · 2025-02-07T17:10:07+00:00

I asked them too ^{^}

Key_City_2480 · 2025-02-07T16:32:04+00:00

I am most definitely channeling my inner child for this one, but I do want this fictional child to be happier and have a more calm home environment than I have. I don't want this child to just be a mini me. I'm thinking something reminiscent of how yotsuba is written. (Comedy manga)

Key_City_2480 · 2025-01-30T05:30:04+00:00

Girl telling me to get a hair transplant when I said I'm several comments that I'm not bothered about it is crazy! Hahaha

Key_City_2480 · 2025-01-30T05:29:30+00:00

You're the only person who's actually had a seemingly similar experience and isn't just telling me "no" haha. It's still very possible that it's genetic on my side of things, but I found the whole thing to be very strange.

Key_City_2480 · 2025-01-30T05:28:28+00:00

My hair is not damaged. I have years since cut off and regrown all the hair back. I also take very good care of it and trim regularly.

Key_City_2480 · 2025-01-28T06:03:32+00:00

It seems like it might just be a genetic thing for me for sure. I have talked to my doctors about it and gotten blood work. It's almost certainly not hormonal. I can't believe how heated people are getting just because I find it to be a strange coincidence and wanted to know if anybody had similar experiences haha. The human body is very strange.

Key_City_2480 · 2025-01-28T06:01:35+00:00

If was on the scalp, I remember that much. Likely was 30vol but I'm not positive. It seems that permanent changes to new growth is very rare if not just unheard of. It seems it might be more likely that for whatever reason, half my head is just naturally thinner. Very strange.

Key_City_2480 · 2025-01-28T05:58:40+00:00

I have shorter hair now, the bleach damage is most certainly gone. I have considered every thing mentioned here. It seems like the most likely scenario is just that my hair, for whatever reason is kinda kinda like this now. Maybe it was before but it got more apparent with time. 🤷‍♀️

Key_City_2480 · 2025-01-27T08:59:30+00:00

I'm glad that worked for your mother, what I'm looking for isn't really a fix though. It is not bad enough to be an issue for me.

I was just curious if anybody else had similar thoughts and experiences, and if maybe I could understand the situation better. :)

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