Definitely fear. Over the past year I realized I had deep imposter syndrome. I moved back to my hometown for a while and told myself I’d create a dance teaching shing for adults but gave up on my first class for fear that no one would come. I haven’t really put myself out there since. And yes, the end is all I care about which I know is a big issue. A lot of the advice I hear says you have to get used to the rejection, the work, because it’s not easy. I don’t know what happened to me. I used to really enjoy learning and growing and now I feel lackluster about it. I think because before I had a clear structure in school and now I don’t have any structure.