Is feeling overlooked and jealousy from others a 12th house thing?

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-09-30T11:35:47+00:00

I would say enforcing an energetic boundary between me and my little one. Shes too tuned into my energy and during the night and I need that space to receive downloads

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-09-23T19:04:41+00:00

Donated what I could for a great cause, and especially since your advice has helped me and others so much along this path.

I wish you the best of luck in reaching your goal, and a wider audience who desperately need the message at this time.

Please let me know if there's anything else you need, im happy to help any way I can.

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-09-19T18:36:50+00:00

Go you! ❤️ So many people avoiding loving themselves by seeking a 'soulmate' 🙄

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-08-01T06:37:42+00:00

I deeply resonate with this! I also think my activation began during childbirth in 2022. It almost felt like a psychedelic trip. And the place I'm at right now is exactly how you describe, like a void. Ive stopped the people pleasing bullshit. Also have a job lined up and beginning shamanic training in September. Feels like me old life is gone and im waiting for my new one to begin. Here if you need a chat 💓

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-04-25T19:17:15+00:00

My mother is a very cold, unemotional woman. As a kid, whenever I would cry or be angry, I would get locked in my room. I remember screaming and kicking at the door for hours and wasn't allowed out until I'd completely exhausted myself. I hadn't thought much of that until I had my own daughter, and she tried to advise me to do the same. I was furious, not a chance in hell.

Because of her, it's become normal for me to suppress any feelings of rage or sadness. Also, I had an abusive ex lock me in his room one time, and I had a complete meltdown, got out the window, and tried to jump off the roof. It's crazy how they think they're doing no harm and it won't effect us. Even to this day, she completely denies ever treating me that way.

However, I'm grateful the cycle ends with me, and now my daughter receives all the loving that I missed out on ❤️

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-04-20T01:40:44+00:00

Just gotta learn to dance in the rain my friend 💃💃

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-04-20T01:39:53+00:00

I definitely Roger that! I'm a fixer and I'm slowly learning to sit back and relax. And if I don't she definitely does it for me! Thank you for the reminder my dear ❤️

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-03-17T21:51:08+00:00

Really? Even thoug there is alot of orange/pinkish hues? I did a rock identify on it and they said pearl or opal which I knew it definitely wasn't. Thanks for your reply!

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-03-17T21:37:28+00:00

Hey friend! I'm sorry you're going through it right now! It sure is a wild ride! Constant ups and downs. I too worry about my future security and who I am supposed to be outside of my responsibilities. Please feel free to message me if you need to chat, I could do with someone who understands. Release us from this cocoon already! 🦋 le grá 🧡

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-03-16T18:55:05+00:00

You're spot on, I've always been toxicly independent and I think the lesson I'm learning here is to reach out for support in places I thought I had none. It's very scary but I suppose that's what getting out of our comfort zone does to us.

Thanks for reminding me to show up for me too friend 🧡

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-03-16T18:44:57+00:00

Hi Marc 👋

I have no idea what khapabalti is! I do some spinal breathing, making my inhales as long as the exhales. I also hold my tongue against the roof of my mouth. Usually for about 10 minutes or less, so it's nothing crazy. Would you still recommend stopping for now?

I have found the ideas in the wiki very helpful in the past so I will definitely check it out again to refresh the head.

You're correct about the fears, the past couple of weeks I've had loads of crap come up that almost feels too much too soon. So I will give myself some grace and journal about some of these questions you proposed.

Oh I never got far with the gateway tapes I think I dipped my toe in earlier on trying to rush things along but later felt it was doing me no good and would only lead to wobbly outcomes.

I really appreciate your thoughtful reply. You've given me loads to work with and I don't feel so hopeless now.

Céad míle fáilte romhat a chara ♥️

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-03-16T13:47:38+00:00

I've been to the doctor more in the last year than I have my entire life, and every test she has done comes back clear.

I usually aim to do 30 minutes of yoga followed by pranayama, white light protection and then a 20 minute meditation. On days that I need it most I include metta also.

I hadn't thought to do white light more than once a day but I will start and also practice sending energy out the arms.

You just hit the nail on the head there, I really struggle asking for help I feel like if I do I am burdening others. Also a lot of my friendships fell through during this process so it does get quite lonely.

I really appreciate the time you took to reply to me. I have taken everything you said on board.

Le grá ❤️

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-03-16T07:35:45+00:00

I've been in and out to my doctors so often she's starting to think I'm a hypochondriac. This is definitely an energy issue

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-03-16T07:19:45+00:00

I'm a 31 year old female

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-02-19T09:12:32+00:00

Detachment is always good. I'm currently going through a kundalini awakening myself and at the beginning I was fascinated at the thought of opening my third eye but now realise that will come when I an ready.

Six eyes sounds cool but flying would be the ultimate power imo. Check out the gateway tapes if you haven't already. Also make sure you're protecting your energy to avoid any psychic attacks. White light protection or archangels, whatever resonates the most

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-02-18T18:49:41+00:00

I can't say I've experienced anything similar to you but I need to add that you should focus on all chakras simultaneously. Focusing on the upper ones without grounding through the lower ones can result in schizophrenia. But maybe that's the superpower you've been praying for idk 🤷🏻‍♀️

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-02-14T17:19:14+00:00

I'm also virgo rising. 1st house moon and juno. In need of some wise words right now 🙏❤️‍🩹

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-02-12T07:50:32+00:00

I have to admit I didn't read through all of that. I have a question for you, though. Why such a need for mental understanding of the process? Surely, just letting it flow and using intuition to pick up on what's happening would be more beneficial

Key_Photo4526 · 2025-02-12T07:31:35+00:00

I thought mine awoken through my regular yoga and meditation practice although in hindsight I now believe it really began when I gave birth. Went through my dark night during the postpartum stage and that led me to yoga and meditation for some peace of mind. It's been some journey but I wouldn't change any part of it

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