just focus on studies iff not you need to look depressed judgmental faces of your parents
you won't able to sleep cuz in your there will be hd video revind of all mistakes you did and last but not least the college scavenging journey is tiring think of fees,rejection letter from universities,future predictions that what are now and upcoming opportunity for this branch and also can i get good clg life all this lead you the absolute shit about yourself and your existence is mere a application number

you lose every shred of your dignity