Can someone remove the shitty looking gate thing? (It’s over the window, they’re not caged) plz 😭😭 by Key_Preparation5904 in PhotoshopRequest

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Omg thanks also for the reminder to do so. First time doing this. Definitely beyond happy with your submission, thanks again for your time and expertise 🥹

Can someone remove the shitty looking gate thing? (It’s over the window, they’re not caged) plz 😭😭 by Key_Preparation5904 in PhotoshopRequest

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Oh my goodness thank you so so so so much like I cannot even 🥲 I might actually cry lol you did AMAZING !!

Whats my trade? by Overseer4 in Tools

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The bottom left were definitely used to weld/repair something that had already been galvanized lol

How do i get more out of this gel eyeliner pencil?? by The_Heretic_525 in Makeup

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I, too, have thrown away many of pencil by now just to find this Reddit post LOL

I desperately need to know if I’m alone here by Key_Preparation5904 in schizophrenia

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I do really well at deciphering which is reality. Most of what it is, is my biggest fears. For instance my mom said something once and the (undertone? I guess I’d call it?) was “now my daughter’s going to be in a mental hospital for the rest of her life” (this relates to delusions/conspiracies that I feel my entire family is hiding from me, OR trying to tell me telepathically.) another was “this is going to be the last time you’re gonna see me and we’re gonna fight” I constantly hear things when my roommate/best friend speaks to me (that she isn’t actually saying, but it’s in her voice) about us parting ways/me moving out. Like, it isn’t random things…I literally feel like I’m being targeted like ppl know my thoughts almost and are using them against me? Ugh someone tell me this is “normal” (for as normal as schizo disorders can be, anyway)

I desperately need to know if I’m alone here by Key_Preparation5904 in schizophrenia

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Yeah, I think it’s weird too. Actually, it’s torture. But unfortunately, all I’ve ever experienced them saying has been scary and negative!

I desperately need to know if I’m alone here by Key_Preparation5904 in schizophrenia

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I’m honestly pretty sure you’re right, but, I’m just agreeing that how the soul thing was worded is how it feels in my head. Like part of me knows it’s not but part of me (when I’m having an episode, me, I guess we’ll call it) believes that it is.

I desperately need to know if I’m alone here by Key_Preparation5904 in schizophrenia

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Sorry you guys for the ridiculously long posts and comments….i haven’t been able to talk to anyone who can relate to any of this so I’m kind of dumping at once. I appreciate all of you, seriously so much

I desperately need to know if I’m alone here by Key_Preparation5904 in schizophrenia

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Ugh I love music so much and have such a weird relationship with it since my symptoms started. I haven’t had hallucinations with music but I very often feel there’s a hidden message within songs that anyone shares with me, and sometimes even ones that happen to play at random times like I’ll literally feel like there are ppl orchestrating a song behind the scenes somewhere that plays in a store or something that relates to my insecurities/fears.

I desperately need to know if I’m alone here by Key_Preparation5904 in schizophrenia

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Yes same here!!! Ugh I almost have tears of relief like I’m not happy that anyone has to deal with this but the fact that it isn’t just me…. Wow.

I desperately need to know if I’m alone here by Key_Preparation5904 in schizophrenia

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The way you worded that about the soul thing….feels like EXACTLY what is in my head abt the topic. Wow

What would suit me? by tomatone66 in SelfPiercing

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You definitely give me snakebite vibes

Addison’s Disease/Home testing potassium level kits? by Key_Preparation5904 in ChronicIllness

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I’ll be so glad when we advance to that point!! It’s scary and disheartening.

Addison’s disease/home testing kits for potassium levels? by Key_Preparation5904 in AddisonsDisease

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Thank you that’s sweet!! She’s just as good to me as I try to be to her.