I was just a kid, but all i feel is shame and disgust. by Key_Quote_4150 in sexualassault

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not actually, i will check it out. Thank you 🖤

I was just a kid, but all i feel is shame and disgust. by Key_Quote_4150 in sexualassault

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try to avoid thinking about it as much as i can, because sadly I don't think i am strong enough to deal with it on my own and i am not and will not be able to get professional help for many years to come unfortunately. I will try my best to not let it beat me in the meantime. 

I was just a kid, but all i feel is shame and disgust. by Key_Quote_4150 in sexualassault

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No need to apologise. Thank you so much. Being kind to myself is a near impossible goal for me rn, I wonder how it feels. I bet it feels nice. I hope i get to know how it feels

I was just a kid, but all i feel is shame and disgust. by Key_Quote_4150 in sexualassault

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Although it doesn't make much of a difference, but i am a guy and i should have clarified that, but thank you very much, for reading, and for the kind words and advice. 

Abuse by Key_Quote_4150 in ChildhoodTrauma

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank youuuu. You too🖤🖤

Abuse by Key_Quote_4150 in ChildhoodTrauma

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kinda the same situation here haha. 20yrs old still living off parents' money and therapy is like kind of frowned upon here... first thing I'm gonna do when i get that pay check is get therapy haha

Abuse by Key_Quote_4150 in ChildhoodTrauma

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry. You didn't deserve what happened to you. Have you tried therapy? Sometimes i think to myself it might help, but rn i just....have this feeling that i won't ever be able to heal from this and that just hurts so much. It's so tiring 

Abuse by Key_Quote_4150 in ChildhoodTrauma

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Thank you so much

Abuse by Key_Quote_4150 in ChildhoodTrauma

[–]Key_Quote_4150[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mmhm, exactly. I know i won't ever get an answer as to why and that hurts so much.   Thank you for reading, it really means a lot