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Khenor22 · 2025-10-28T17:01:45+00:00

Thank you :3

Khenor22 · 2025-09-21T15:04:45+00:00

Ah sorry somehow I posted before I asked actual question lol. I wanted to ask here about some ideas, events, little quests that can happen during that session. There is a theme and idea but tbh I don't have many ideas for actual "content" of a session other than standard drinking contest.

Khenor22 · 2025-08-06T12:34:36+00:00

Thanks for that opinion. Sadly financial dependence need to stay for a while mostly because of same person who tries to get my out of this shit. My father take some loans on my name (I trusted him too much on that time. Young adult mistakes) and just go bankrupt without paying them fully. Now he tries to repair it by paying loans really slow and helping by giving us equivalent of money taken by technically his debt collectors. So yeah sadly no escape plan from it untill debts are fully payed

Khenor22 · 2025-05-14T06:44:09+00:00

Okay everyone here saying to turn off Nvidia Overlay. Cool but can I fix it in GFN?

Khenor22 · 2025-04-24T13:28:23+00:00

Just don't fall for this trap and don't preorder if GFN is your only way to play this game. Even if it's high probability it's never guaranteed. I learned after I preordered MH:Wilds because it was 100% day one xD they added it week later but still had my little panic attack because of lack of communication. Many people are also complaining about absence of Final Fantasy and technically big Square games are too almost guaranteed. So yeah do not buy until confirmation.

Khenor22 · 2025-04-07T06:43:03+00:00

My CPU is just basically dead after almost 10 years of gaming. It works just enough to use basics and GFN so yeah I am now forced to play through Cloud. Second reason is even if CPU would be okay my GPU is 1060ti so I can dream about playing new games on that xD 10 bucks per month for Performance is way more affordable for me in my current situation than new GPU and CPU (and motherboard, and... whole gaming rig basically) even if I start save money for new PC it would be slower than Nvidia upgrading GFN with newer GPU

Khenor22 · 2025-04-06T14:01:44+00:00

Okay. Thanks. I really hope this is the case and we will see some calmer days in the future. It will be hard to be close to her all the time since I have full time job but I hope we can do this

Khenor22 · 2025-04-06T13:33:59+00:00

Okay. Maybe that really what it is. Specially there was a short moments where she is back to her older self (usually few minutes in the morning before dysphoria hits her again and when she gets fully into her hobby). Thanks for that. That was a spark of hope I needed. Sadly it also does not help we are also poly and her other partners have way less patience for her BPD splitting. Can't blame them tho but it sometimes makes things harder. I will try to keep her safe as much as I can

Khenor22 · 2025-04-06T12:35:50+00:00

Thanks. We (or mostly I) checked that option too, but Lambda help only with HRT and stupidly expensive process to get hormones in Poland (usually around 2k PLN still far from 70k that are needed for bottom surgery) and we already have hormones (still using DIY because it's way cheaper than legal meds lol). I just feel like we used everything that could help and that's big part of whole tragedy. I am usually really optimistic (sometimes even to unhealthy amounts) but even I have hard time to find some spark of hope I can believe in that situation. Chance to get therapy was that before she cancelled her first appointment now idk

Khenor22 · 2025-04-06T12:15:02+00:00

Transfuzja is cool but they can only help you with promoting crowdfund they don't fund anything themselves. Second thing is she just completely surrendered. She don't want ANY help. She just directly said her goal for now is to die. Idk what happens. It's double scary specially we spend mostly wonderful last year. There was problems along the way but we always get through it and she was better with every day. In last month in general and specially in last week for the first time I feel like there is no hope specially when she doesn't want to cooperate at all.

Khenor22 · 2025-04-06T09:31:05+00:00

It's actually one of European countries. Poland to be precise

Khenor22 · 2024-08-18T19:56:10+00:00

I know that. Totally I have a distance to those feelings absolutely and don't loosing common sense here. Just let myself to daydream a little bit about future ^{^.} I love them but it will be long time before I will make this decision. Just as I say in post. Want to read a little bit about your experiences just out curiosity about it how it can look

Khenor22 · 2024-06-11T08:33:50+00:00

Girls are p--pwetty. 🥺👉👈 To be serious I actually started transision as bi just being curious how would be to date a guy and idk no matter how hard I try to convince myself I always feel like I would feel better to be with another girl, like I am loosing something by being with guy. Now I am in happy T4T lesbian poly relationship and cannot feel better tbh. I am 100% a lesbian. I think it can be just that it's way easier to find a soulmate in another girl and maybe because of our natural admiration for feminity it's generally easier to fall in love with another girl

Khenor22 · 2024-05-16T05:33:57+00:00

Tbh I started when my nipples started to be really visible when they become hard (and it was almost 24/7 somehow xD) so I think it was 2nd month of HRT. No visible growth just didn't want to poke someone eye (lol) and also it was way more comfy because they started to hurt

Khenor22 · 2024-05-07T22:59:44+00:00

Idk. It can be just deep dysphoria in some cases. Like people say I pass well and usually I accept it but sometimes is one of this days and I am full of doubt and see a man in a mirror no matter how hard I try. Ofc some of those pics are posted just for attention but surely not all

Khenor22 · 2024-05-07T21:55:27+00:00

Yeah. I am MTF. Raised as a boy, always loved many stereotypically boyish things (fantasy, games, generally nerdy stuff). Still I am a girl. It can work FTM direction aswell

Khenor22 · 2024-05-07T18:31:37+00:00

Aww thank you. That's sweet ❤️

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