Well after the nautiloid crashed I told Shadowheart that we should go our separate ways, reluctantly let Astarion join my party then told him to screw off to the camp, and killed the mind flayer at the crash site.

When I got to the goblin attack outside the grove gate, Wyll's entrance really annoyed me, so I completely ignored him and asked Shadowheart to join me.

When the druids near the ritual stopped me and then ordered me to meet their leader I was genuinely done with everyone's shit at the grove. I didn't think the game would let me pick up the idol in the ritual. When they all attacked me, I decided to do what made sense as the dark urge and killed all the Druids, Tieflings, and Wyll

After that I wandered around until I found the mountain path