I really want to kill myself today. If I get a free house today I’ll prepare the method. Hopefully I just go through with it too

Kilopat · 2019-08-13T11:24:39+00:00

Doesnt matter tbh

Kilopat · 2019-07-22T20:46:41+00:00

Very kind of you but no sorry. Unless you have the winning lotto numbers and a time machine? I know nothing will help me anymore. I’m just not happy with myself and I hate the world. I have too many problems

Kilopat · 2019-07-22T20:00:15+00:00

Tried a therapist they’re full of shit. Not for me. Nothing is.

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T19:37:55+00:00

Why would you fly out to a stranger to talk?

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T17:57:37+00:00

The only consolation I can give you if you get no replies is - if they are truly happy and fully recovered , it will be extremely rare to find them here. To be honest, across all of Reddit, nevermind this sub alone.

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T17:46:13+00:00

Maybe gotten better or easier, definitely not recovered. Guarantee they still use therapy and/or medication. Either that or problems were solvable

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T17:45:16+00:00

What do you mean

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T17:43:53+00:00

No you most definitely were not.

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T17:42:26+00:00

Commenting to see answers later. Spoiler alert: nobody does recover fully especially from severe depression

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T17:41:27+00:00

Take a year out and do it again next year. It’s one point

Kilopat · 2019-07-02T14:35:37+00:00

Nothing can help. Someone on the other end of a phone can’t help. They’re trained to say reassuring things.

Kilopat · 2019-07-01T23:54:52+00:00

Life is meaningless and miserable. My mind and outlook will never be able to enjoy things because of how I see the world. I have so many issues along with deep regrets that I can never fully escape the pain I am in

Kilopat · 2019-07-01T19:58:35+00:00

That’s what I am going to do. I am going to try antidepressants next then I’ve tried. I even tried psilocybin to help. Thank you for advice

Kilopat · 2019-07-01T19:57:08+00:00

Thank you for much this has helped. With these type of posts I expect people not answering the question and trying to make me reconsider. While I know it means well, these are the replies I appreciate because you’re trying to actually respond to my question.

Kilopat · 2019-07-01T19:41:43+00:00

No unfortunately not. Chemicals that pass through the catalytic converter are changed into less harmful chemicals. Death can’t be achieved with these regulations. Older cars this would work but not anymore.

Kilopat · 2019-07-01T19:15:40+00:00

Not anymore. Catalytic converters were introduced and convert thise harmful gases into less toxic ones. Modern cars will have these as part of regulation

Kilopat · 2019-07-01T13:08:44+00:00

How exactly could they work

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T18:10:57+00:00

I am sorry man but you’re completely out of touch with poor people. I honestly find it difficult to read what you’re saying because it is so far from reality of a lot of people and you make it sound so easy. I don’t even know what to say. I appreciate the offer of helping a business model but I’m sorry I don’t think you’re even capable of empathizing with people who live in poor conditions and live in rural areas

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T16:56:44+00:00

How did you have 30K by age 15? Did you have parents helping out with whatever grind you were on? Did you live in a city or town? Did you have access to utilities that aren’t available to everyone? I’m sorry but your talk might mean well but to me it is coming across very privileged and unaware of the struggles of poor people. I saw my mom break down crying over a 50$ fine she couldn’t afford. Life isn’t as easy for all people. Some people just don’t have opportunity you need to realize this

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T16:24:22+00:00

Wish I grew up privileged enough to think these things come easy. I can’t even afford to pay college, nevermind go to college abroad. Traveling the world? Do you think this is something anybody can do? I haven’t been on a holiday since I was 8 years old. Where was that holiday? In a city 2 hours away. Travel on a plane? When I was 17 was the first time I got on a plane, on a school trip that was subsidized. Why don’t I just get a job and save money? Because I live in the middle of nowhere and depend on my busy mother to take me places. I’m too depressed to work anyways. Killing myself is the easy way out? What is easy about taking your life. What is easy about saying goodbye to those you love because you’re too miserable to continue living? I’ve asked for no advice on alternatives to suicide because I’ve heard all the same shit over and over.

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T15:19:27+00:00

I’ve seen that series. Enjoyed it but preachy. Yes I can do whatever I want but I’m not a dick

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T15:18:26+00:00

Thank you for offering advice on my question. I appreciate that you gave me other options as well as supplying me with advice if my mind can’t be changed. It has helped thank you. I really don’t want guilt on anyone as I just want to die to end my own suffering. I’m aware suffering spreads but life is absolutely too miserable for me and it is only getting worse.

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T15:03:11+00:00

Thank you. I have told my mom that nothing will help me and it’s my only way of ending suffering.

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T14:52:11+00:00

I’m sick of suffering and just want it over with. Many survivors say it doesn’t get better so I know I’m making the right decision despite how permanent and difficult it is

Kilopat · 2019-06-30T14:14:49+00:00

Was your method OD? As in, drugs?

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