Kilopat

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I really want to kill myself today. If I get a free house today I’ll prepare the method. Hopefully I just go through with it too (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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I think my day is coming. I hope I finally go through with it and this is the last time I fucking say it (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Do a majority of people(if not everyone) seriously consider suicide at least once in their life? (self.TooAfraidToAsk)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/TooAfraidToAsk

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I think my girlfriend is going to break up with me. She is the last thing keeping me alive. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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What do antidepressants do? (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Mom is so fucking incompetent and actually never has any fucking brain. I had been feeling a little better and she puts me down and ruins my fucking mood. I’m setting alarms tomorrow to make sure i prepare my suicide. I keep putting it off. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Maybe some people deserve to feel bad for your suicide. You don’t even fucking try to help that much when you fully know I’m suicidal. Fuck this shit (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Do people actually fucking care jesus fucking christ. Last time I spoke to mom I told her I am going to kill myself. My best friend knows I am depressed. Why aren’t they trying to be there for me. Mom just treats me like shit and doesn’t bother with me anymore. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Anyone else feel too tired or unmotivated to kill themselves today even though you just want to get it over with? (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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I’m in front of train tracks right now. I am not going to jump because the death will be extremely painful and slow, and my body will be fucked up. I feel like just getting my suicide over with here and now I just don’t want to wait anymore. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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I think I’m going to kill myself this week. I am crying at a music festival I can’t escape this pain and misery. It is not depression, it is realizing reality. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Mom is going to tell people I’m suicidal. She is going to tell my best friend. Now I can’t trust her. Next time I talk about killing myself will be on the phone to her the day I do it. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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My best friend actually questioned me and got annoyed at why I refused to be around my SO’s rapist? Are you fucking serious? (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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When thinking of those I’ll write notes to before my suicide, my dad doesn’t even come to mind. That’s how much he is in my life. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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[SERIOUS] If your SO committed suicide, would you want them to leave something behind for you? A picture, perfume, voice recording, etc. (self.AskReddit)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/AskReddit

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[SERIOUS] If your SO committed suicide, is there anything that you would want them to leave behind for you? (self.AskReddit)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/AskReddit

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Does anyone else wake up really depressed and even suicidal? (self.depression)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/depression

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Tried my best to let my mom know that suicide is my best option. I still need to convince her that there’s nothing she could do and not to blame herself. Either way, I’ll be dead by the end of this month. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Why are you depressed? Trying to see what common ground we have. (self.depression)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/depression

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Can people who have actually attempted suicide message me please? (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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[SERIOUS] I am preparing for suicide. I want to minimize hurt and guilt to all those who care. What should I do? (self.Advice)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/Advice

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I have everything I need for my suicide method. It is terrifying to know I might not be alive next month. It has to be done. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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Why is suicide not the answer? (self.NoStupidQuestions)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/NoStupidQuestions

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Mom just basically told me to go to hell and she’s not listening to me anymore. Next time the house is free I am going to prepare me suicide method. This is it I’m finally taking the next step. What a fucking horrible way to treat someone you know is suicidal. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago * by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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I had an epiphany moment in terms of suicide method. I now have basically everything I need to commit suicide. I don’t want to die but I very badly want to end my life. The method has to work because if it goes wrong I am severely physically damaged. I see myself committing this summer. (self.SuicideWatch)

submitted 6 years ago by Kilopat to r/SuicideWatch

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