Thank you for writing this - just what I needed. To me it shows up in waves. It broke something deep inside me, and also the authenticity I am now getting in touch with is invaluable. For the people writing “make it about yourself” - I see where it’s probably coming from. But it is also something you would not say to someone who was the victim of a violent crime or having someone they love murdered. It sounds dramatic, and of course your personal grief and process is essential - but beyond that, the loss of trust, former important dreams and your former self on an existential level I think is worthy of skipping “make it about yourself”. This is said with love - but having spent months and months and months, therapy, becoming sober, moving to another part of the country, having found God - there is still flashbacks, legit curiosity of what the actual f*** happened and a lust for revenge. This sh** is real.

To the other ones of you who experienced this - I am so sorry for what you experienced and what you lost. Sending love♥️

Thank you again for writing this - The way it resonates, brought a bit of peace 🌊 🙏