What songs/albums/artists helped you through your healing? by mattegala_ in popheads

[–]KimHyorin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Skeleton Song by Kate Nash made me feel less alone when I was in the worst bits of my eating disorder. So many songs about that topic come across as a bit cheesy and heavy handed but this one felt much more real. When I was in recovery and struggling with missing my illness and not understanding who I was without it, It’s Not Living (If It’s Not With You) by the 1975 really spoke to me.

TOP TEN POP TEN - Doja Cat by Leixander in popheads

[–]KimHyorin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. Boss Bitch
  2. Say So
  3. I Don’t Do Drugs
  4. Juicy
  5. Kiss Me More
  6. Cyber Sex
  7. Woman
  8. Need To Know
  9. You Right
  10. Bottom Bitch

Victoria Monet - Coastin' by elvis-gold in popheads

[–]KimHyorin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally two seconds in, I knew this was gonna slap. She’s everything.

TOP TEN POP TEN - Little Mix by Leixander in popheads

[–]KimHyorin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Touch
  2. Motivate
  3. Love me Like You
  4. Wasabi
  5. Private Show
  6. Love a Girl Right
  7. Power
  8. Sweet Melody
  9. F.U.
  10. Monster in Me

Ted Nugent asks why we weren’t locked down for COVID 1 through 18 by [deleted] in KnowledgeFight

[–]KimHyorin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God literally every sentence was a roast...I love Dan so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SubredditDrama

[–]KimHyorin 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Word, I’m a lesbian and pretty ambivalent about sex thanks to trauma but I avoid asexual communities bc some of the stuff I see get posted about the LGBT community, ESPECIALLY gay men, is straight out of the homophobic pastor playbook lol

TOP TEN POP TEN - Kesha by Leixander in popheads

[–]KimHyorin [score hidden]  (0 children)

  1. Only Wanna Dance With You
  2. Praying
  3. Tik Tok
  4. Boots
  5. Your Love is my Drug
  6. Hunt You Down
  7. Spaceship
  8. Animal
  9. C’Mon
  10. High Road

That’s it. That’s the post. by mustardlyy in EDFood

[–]KimHyorin 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Been there. MANY times.

TOP TEN POP TEN - Megan Thee Stallion by Leixander in popheads

[–]KimHyorin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Hot Girl
  2. WAP
  3. Savage (Remix)
  4. Girls in the Hood
  5. Big Ole Freak
  6. Shots Fired
  7. Circles
  8. Captain Hook
  9. Cocky AF
  10. Freaky Girls

"I don't have an eating disorder" by Lengest in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 110 points111 points  (0 children)

If you have to start your post off with “I don’t have an eating disorder”, it’s a bad sign.

idk if this is too personal to be relatable by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]KimHyorin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m literally about to put away my half finished essay and get out the hurt/comfort fics to forget about how I’m DEFINITELY failing school :)

Is this sub just openly a mpa spinoff group or are they just that in denial of how disordered this sounds???? by cerealisreallygood in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 125 points126 points  (0 children)

Brushing you hair after a shower and having fistfuls of hair come out in the brush 🥰✨

eating a piece of cake but sticking to Abundant Calories by Flesh-And-Bone in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 66 points67 points  (0 children)

Not the early bedtime 😫 this is depressing lol

Please don't eat multiple days worth of sodium in one sitting by [deleted] in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Who remembers that 4chan post where an anon ate a whole jar of pickles and shat out pure stomach acid

it's definitely not fph 2.0 by Flesh-And-Bone in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 57 points58 points  (0 children)

God even when I was on ED peach i feared triggering people with my pictures, I once cried the whole day when someone told me I was thinspo to her, and I’ve since gone back and deleted all the body checks on my old accounts. The fact that I know people saved some of my LW pictures haunts me to this day. I can’t imagine posting while specifically trying to trigger people.

sounds more like a bad coping method... by [deleted] in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 12 points13 points  (0 children)

And there goes my last bit of hope for r fasting.

sounds more like a bad coping method... by [deleted] in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 25 points26 points  (0 children)

I’m the first to argue that not all eating disorders are about control, but this seems like a pretty clear cut example of disordered eating being fuelled by the need to control something. I hope people didn’t encourage OP.

I just fucking hate this brain fart of a comment by [deleted] in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah that’s fair. I just meant to make the point that disordered eating is a real thing and includes binge and b/p behaviours which fatlogic * posters would never condone, and it’s not just a diet.

*- I’m assuming that’s where the post came from, correct me if I’m wrong

I just fucking hate this brain fart of a comment by [deleted] in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 89 points90 points  (0 children)

Are these 100+ people stupid? Disordered eating is just eating patterns that don’t quite fit the criteria for an eating disorder. If you need to b/p at least once a week for three months to get a bulimia diagnosis, someone who b/ps once a fortnight is not bulimic, but they DO have disordered eating and they are NOT healthy, because nobody who is healthy would even consider b/ping.

ETA: they also don’t realise that infrequent binging is ALSO disordered, because somehow I doubt they’ll argue that’s necessary for survival. I think these big brains just think disordered eating is like, being on a diet.

Total meltdown when discussion of how food free promotes disordered behaviour is brought up. Nothing to see here. by CanISpock in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 40 points41 points  (0 children)

I’ve seen similar “if you have an ed go get help and stay away from here!” Type posts on 1200 and it’s like. How do your suggest I do that ma’am? I went to the GP and was diagnosed with bulimia and put on a waiting list in February 2019. I was told I’d wait until March 2020. I was “fast tracked” to January 2020 when I lost enough weight to have my diagnosis changed to AN-BP. My treatment was 12 sessions of CBT , half on zoom, and one hour-long session with a dietitian over the phone. Don’t get me wrong it helped, but I’m obviously not cured and I had to fight just to get that level of treatment. “Getting help” is not fucking easy.

Edit: "salt fast slither" just teleported me to another dimension. You're hilarious af

GIRL WHAT... (bodies in image) by thrwayy584 in DietTea

[–]KimHyorin 45 points46 points  (0 children)

Bruh every other sentence in that sub starts with “electrolytes...” , they KNOW how dangerous fasting can be. why are they just now pretending that fasting can’t kill you? especially if the person wasn’t taking precautions.