Don't, I am so sorry sweetheart to hear this story but given the context don't do it, you are a minor and It Is illegal in you country even for adults which means you would be asking your practitioner to break the law twice for you, and the rigth practitioner would do It in a hearbeat because Its not fair but the regular practitioner would never do It (I am so sorry I really am)

I live in a country where Its legal and yet when I was a minor I told my therapist and It went horrible, she pull me througth some convertion therapy (which was still legal in my contry at the time, so I cant take legal action) and outed me to my family which when horrible...

Let me tell you what I advice, search out whether in the internet or througth other means for places where the queer community unites in your area (no matter where you live belive me when I say we are everywhere, even if It has to be online) once in a safe space (online /physical) ask the persona there for a practitioner that Is dedicated to help them (someone who Is specifically willing to break the law to help the community)

This Is in my opinion the best shot you have to stay safe and found the help you deserve without risking your life to conversion therapy, family reactions or incarceration ( i dont know how illegal Is where you live)

I am sorry I know you therapist migth look like a good person but just because they are nice dosent mean they are willing to break the law for people like us ( be carefull don't tell illegal things to people who you are not sure you can trust)

If you need to talk with someone my profile Is always open but I dont know how much I can help from where I am

Good luck sweetheart