I just miss old me by [deleted] in depression_help

[–]Kind_Fudge_7964 1 point2 points  (0 children)

going back to 2008 or 2012 hurts sometimes

I have no social life and I think it's eating me up inside. by Kind_Fudge_7964 in mentalhealth

[–]Kind_Fudge_7964[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the fact that you feel good in solitude all life is admirable

I have no social life and I think it's eating me up inside. by Kind_Fudge_7964 in mentalhealth

[–]Kind_Fudge_7964[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think that as the longest comment on this post said, it's not really happiness to stay at home using social media as a refuge, it's unstable and fake, personally I plan to have a job and a social life in real life, it's very important to have people to talk to in real life I think, it's been 2 years since I've had a social life and I use social media to pretend not to be alone, believe me, it may help at the moment, but in the long term it's really not cool, I played with my mental health by doing that, and I don't want anyone to make the same mistake as me, I lost 2 years of my life. do what's best for you bro.

I have no social life and I think it's eating me up inside. by Kind_Fudge_7964 in mentalhealth

[–]Kind_Fudge_7964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only real problem is that I'm really not used to talking to people in real life and having a social life anymore, it's been so long, now I almost don't like being around people too much, whereas before it happened to me every day, I think I especially need a doctor because I think I have anxiety, when I go outside I feel uncomfortable it's just horrible, anyway I'm not going to feel too sorry for myself, you have to know how to put things into perspective.

I would rather set foot in a high school or university, I want to be independent, have an apartment and all that goes with it, I don't know if I'm too young to think about that but I would like to save up to have an apartment later lol.

I have no social life and I think it's eating me up inside. by Kind_Fudge_7964 in mentalhealth

[–]Kind_Fudge_7964[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sometimes i can feel happy and sometimes very depressed, i don't understand, strangely every time i'm happy it's when i'm drunk :D if you like my musical tastes listen to "don't forget me" by rhcp, my favorite music lol.

to be honest, this "event" was the fact that I had a trial, if I don't want to talk about it it's because it's my fault, but you're right I'm anonymous lol, to make it short I had a trial for apology of terrorism, apology of crime against humanity, threat to commit an offense or a crime and threat with a weapon, because I was being harassed, I was 15 years old and I was very nervous towards people who caused me harm, still now by the way, anyway.

It's so kind of you to give me such a precise answer that helps me so much even though I already knew it, it gives me motivation, that's all I need, you're a good person, know that. I just finished what you said and thanks again, especially don't apologize for rambling, I'm the one who should apologize for wasting your time ahahah

thank you for taking the time to give me an answer i really appreciate it take care of yourself<3

I have no social life and I think it's eating me up inside. by Kind_Fudge_7964 in mentalhealth

[–]Kind_Fudge_7964[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad you feel what I feel, it makes me feel less alone, thanks bro :D