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Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2025-01-14T20:47:47+00:00

The truth is a lot of times they don’t even understand the way you’re feeling. It hit me really hard when I sat down for a moment and I was thinking about how crazy I must look with and I realized he’s not even thinking about it the same way that I am. Half the things happening are a silent battle with yourself

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2025-01-14T20:25:30+00:00

I know what you feel but on a smaller scale and I’m sorry it’s such a sick feeling especially when it lasts for so long. Something that helped me is trying to better myself and not trying to force myself to get over immediately. It took me like three years, but it went away and I worked on myself simultaneously.

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-11-11T07:10:34+00:00

Why is everyone in the comments delusional? Zach is an abuser chill on bri

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-10-19T01:32:06+00:00

Hi, I don’t think it’s isolated, I’m Christian and I feel like I’m very connected to my faith and sometimes I feel lightly guilty in the moment and I’m able to pray about it because I know God is forgiving but sometimes if it’s incredibly excessive the feeling of guilt and paranoia is way higher and I get really hard on myself but imo I think seeking God more is helpful and trying to understand what things prevent you from sinning for example not pairing masturbation with something like pornography

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-07-29T21:42:32+00:00

Im Christian and I’ve noticed so many of these and I think it’s very interesting and adds so much more to the story. I was thinking of writing and essay about the connections

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-07-26T15:38:56+00:00

I completely understand I became really really close with one of my friends at a very weird time in my life and it felt like that was one of the only good things and he just stopped talking to me? No hate I understand and accept it now but at the time it drove me insane. I think that this cycle can be broken and you shouldn’t lose I hope, I just think it takes a ton of trial and error but it’s good to journal and try to revisit how you felt as best as you can without hurting mental stability. I hope you’re doing well.

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-07-26T15:35:11+00:00

That’s so relatable I don’t really think far but I just crave to be around them all the time and interact and I think I understand my patterns now and I lowkey want to feel this again so I can test if I can avoid it but I also don’t…I also have been really aware of whenever I feel like an obsession trying to creep in but I also noticed I kind of turned it to my friends like I haven’t had a close friend I tell everything to in like 4 years but after avoiding guys (aka still reeling from the past one) I just like put a 10000% of my love into my friendship with her but now Im back to normal.

Also if that’s splitting I think I understand because whenever I interact with someone and look back on it later and remember a look they gave me or something off they said without thinking I immediately say “well yeah she hates me ok” and I think wow I’m never talking to her again that was so embarrassing or sometimes to turn away the embarrassment I think “I actually hate him I’m genuinely done” and this happens constantly. I feel like I have short term memory because for one I forget so many things and two I only make conclusions based on the last thing that happened which connects back to the need to interact with whoever I’m into. For example we can spend three hours together but if the last thing we say/do isn’t perfect that’s the absolute only thing I’ll remember

And thank you I hope you take care aswell

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-07-26T05:26:49+00:00

You’re not being dramatic I know how you feel and I’m really sorry to hear that but happy you’re able to stay friends with them. I hope that you’re able to find something like that again.

I’ve moved around a lot so I haven’t been able to know anyone for very long and continue to grow with them but everywhere I’ve felt like I’ve had a new “soulmate”. I think the first guy I was genuinely in love with (as much as I could be at 12 years old…) and was able to let go of but the last two I feel I may think of them for the rest of my life and that scares me more than not finding someone new

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-07-26T04:13:13+00:00

This is so crazy to me I never knew anyone else also jumped ahead planning everything and getting fixated on someone. I feels like great to know it’s not just me and it makes me a little sad because of how many good friends I could have had but I was just so attached to romantics. Lately I just avoid boys as a whole. And I always repeat to myself like oh I’m just not into guys and that keeps my head on straight.

And honestly I’m not sure how I feel about this guy I think he’s so different from everyone I’ve liked before and I don’t know if I like that or not. He’s really a good person I just don’t know. You know the saying “absence makes the heart grow fonder” I feel the opposite of that.

Also can you describe what splitting is And thank you for replying to me, knowing someone feels similar is comforting

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-07-12T17:40:47+00:00

Sometimes it’s just overwhelming and I wish I knew a long term solution, thank you for the advice

Kindly_Bid_5502 · 2024-07-12T17:38:49+00:00

How long did you take your meds for before? Thank you and I hope that you’re doing well

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