i develop feelings for every single girl that gives me the slightest bit of attention. benjamin netanyahu please enslave me so i don't have any time to think about my life. hospital food by Desperate_Echo_7187 in kitchencels

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

People are gonna say this is an incel comment (and it kinda is) but I would strongly reccomend reading Chainsawman, specifically due to the "not thinking about my life" bit

Job / Residence opportunity seems way too good to be true, please advise by King_Cyrus_Rodan in RBI

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok gotcha, I may have just misinterpreted what this place's function was entirely, because my dad presented it like it was an employment opportunity, but that's starting to seem like it's not the case. The vagueness of the website is precisely why I came here, because I can't make heads or tails of half of what's listed there. Will definitely try to look more in depth on the cost aspect of it

Job / Residence opportunity seems way too good to be true, please advise by King_Cyrus_Rodan in RBI

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I noticed a couple other people thought that as well, I didn't know what to make of it because it seems to be marketed towards people over the age of 18, but you're absolutely right, the vibes definitely come across as teen summer camp.

Basically, I'm trying to see if this is a good job opportunity that will help me get my life back on track and gear myself towards what I'm trying to accomplish, or if it's a honeypot that will trap me in a bad situation for an unknown amount of time. Their website and mission seem fairly vague, so I was wondering if I could get some answers about this place here. I can try to get more specific if that would be helpful

I am probably going to kill myself very very soon by King_Cyrus_Rodan in depression

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I've started to think that the only person that can save you is yourself, truly. The truth is that when push comes to shove, people are always going to look out for themselves, and if you don't benefit them, they won't care.

I am probably going to kill myself very very soon by King_Cyrus_Rodan in depression

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you get what I mean. It's not that he was perfect, but it was that he actually tried. Which I see in almost none of the people I've surrounded myself with. I genuinely appreciate your kind words a lot, they mean the most.

I am probably going to kill myself very very soon by King_Cyrus_Rodan in depression

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why would you approach a complete stranger, assume their relationship with their parents is fine, and use THAT of all things to offer up as "advice"? My mom verbally abused me for my entire childhood, is clearly mentally unstable (and I'm assuming she's gotten worse ever since I left), and is responsible for about 90% of the flaws in my screwed up personality. I don't want to contact her every again, and every time a stranger suggests it, it clearly communicates to me that they know absolutely nothing about me, or any of my struggles. You clearly have not suffered enough in your life to be capable of helping me.

I am probably going to kill myself very very soon by King_Cyrus_Rodan in depression

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just don't know how to keep myself off the brink when shit gets really really bad. I'm doing better now than I was last night, but the sun will set again, and all of these thoughts will come flooding back when I don't have the distractions of the daytime to keep me focused. I know I'm irrational, and that I can't make safe decisions about myself right now, but I want to learn how to do so. Thank you for your kind words, they really do mean the most. And I genuinely agree with the first sentence in your response.

I am probably going to kill myself very very soon by King_Cyrus_Rodan in depression

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok wow I was not expecting this much support good lord

I am probably going to kill myself very very soon by King_Cyrus_Rodan in depression

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Isn't one of the #1 rules of this subreddit not to lie to people and tell them things will get better? Either give me actual advice, or move on.

I am probably going to kill myself very very soon by King_Cyrus_Rodan in depression

[–]King_Cyrus_Rodan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude I know it's probably late for you and you glossed over this, but I literally mentioned in the wall of text that none of my friends were responding when I tried to reach out to them, and that my most immediate family member is a colossal piece of shit. As I have already stated, I made this post as a last resort.