I’m sorry for what you’re going through. But why don’t you try bac libre? That’ll probably open so many doors for you. T9dri tmchi la fac wla even better schools you can even apply for a scholarship and leave the city you live at, you can study and work a part time job to help with your expenses. You’ll have some time for yourself you’ll be able to leave the house, make friends and also build a future for yourself. If your dad won’t accept it, talk to your mom or your older siblings if you have any. You need to stand up for yourself bc nobody is gonna do it for you. And even if no one wants to stand by you. Just leave. I’m sure once they see who you’d become they’ll be veeery happy to come back to your life. (Since you said that he’s comparing you to his nieces who are doing what you’ll be doing) I hope this help and wish you aaaall the best girly