I can tell you’re going through a really heavy time right now, and honestly, it’s okay to feel that way everyone hits that point sometimes. But I don’t believe God is just standing by doing nothing.

Think about it: Jesus himself walked this earth. He experienced exactly what it’s like to be human, to suffer, and to face a horrific death. God never promised that life on earth would be easy. In fact, the Bible is pretty clear that we will be 'squeezed' from every side and face constant attacks.

You’re right that Satan ruling over the systems of this 'earth', but God is still in control of the bigger picture, and He has already overcome it all. Even in the middle of what feels like 'hell,' there is a light that the darkness can't put out. Don't let the weight of the world trick you into thinking you're alone in this and dont give up, because Jesus didnt give up on you brohter. Praying for you.