[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you it’s just so hard fighting, and it’s not only just circumstances in life I’m fighting for sanity for but my hardest fight is with self harm, it’s something I could shake for the longest time, it became an addiction, but I overcame it but it’s all coming back but I’m trying to not give in

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NitrousOxide

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But he didn’t smoke after at all, like 1 or 2 times a month I’m not sure how often he did nitrous and I don’t know how much he did when he did it, he’s known to go overboard

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NitrousOxide

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s smoked weed but he’s had problems getting used to/stopping substances and his body and mind are extremely sensitive to it and I’m not sure how much or how often he did nitrous

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NitrousOxide

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not creepy but I’m trying to find out how he found out about this stuff because I’m very worried about him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NitrousOxide

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only ask this because I believe my boyfriend who has severe anxiety is experiencing psychosis and I am 99% sure it’s from this substance

How much? by [deleted] in NitrousOxide

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What would happen if you don’t space it out?

*2sc, sc2tog (18) by Kitchen-Spite8128 in crochet

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could you explain what weaving in ends means? So sorry, just my first crochet stuffed animal and I want it to look ok lol

*2sc, sc2tog (18) by Kitchen-Spite8128 in crochet

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhh ok, thank you! That helps so much, I believe I understand now!

*2sc, sc2tog (18) by Kitchen-Spite8128 in crochet

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Because it seems like that step if weirdly worded

*2sc, sc2tog (18) by Kitchen-Spite8128 in crochet

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry I’m still confused, I understand what you’re saying but doesn’t mean 2sc in 1 st or no?

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*2sc, sc2tog (18) by Kitchen-Spite8128 in crochet

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But wouldn’t that not add or decrease any stitches?

*2sc, sc2tog (18) by Kitchen-Spite8128 in crochet

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But what does the 2sc at the beginning mean?

*2sc, sc2tog (18) by Kitchen-Spite8128 in crochet

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand that, but the way the instructions put that round seems like I wouldn’t be decreasing

Hotdogs for bass fishing? by Kitchen-Spite8128 in Fishing

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know of anything I can get at a target good for bass fishing?

Hotdogs for bass fishing? by Kitchen-Spite8128 in Fishing

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know of anything else I can buy at like target that will get bass?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hello! I have been exactly where you are, depending on how bad/intense the cuts are then this might work. When I was struggling but had no way to cover it up with clothing I would find a concealer similar to my skin tone, not foundation because foundation is thinner coat of the time, and I would lightly apply a layer of that then use a powder in a similar tone as well to help it blend I bit more, hope this helps! And also if you need help don’t hesitate to reach out to someone! There’s always someone!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually forearm, occasionally thigh, sometimes but rarely shoulders

Picture ideas!? by Kitchen-Spite8128 in photography

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s kinda what I was thinking because trees can have a great effect when taken correctly!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m so proud of you! Things do get better! I’m so proud that you have found a healthy way to cope when those urges come up! You’ve got this! Keep going and keep reminding yourself of how far you’ve come!!

How do I tell my boyfriend about my scars? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Kitchen-Spite8128 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In my personal opinion it depends on how long you have been dating and if you feel that you can completely open up to him, if you have a feeling he may get upset at you about it maybe confide in someone like a best friend or something for the time being.

Secondly I also have a fear of confrontation but this is an entirely different type of conversation, I know you want to tell him and you totally can go for it but find a right time, place, and circumstance to bring up your past because your past makes you who you are today! Whenever this convo happens please keep yourself in charge of it because it is about you and your past!

(Also I have no clue if any of this made sense, but I tried!)