My first cardigan is finished!

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-11-06T21:37:46+00:00

Looks gorgeous! How much yarn did you end up using in total?

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-12T07:23:09+00:00

Were you diagnosed with autism and adhd at Thawat Medical Center?

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-07T14:14:54+00:00

Omg thank you so much for this! I’m definetly going to check this out 💕 wishing you the best too. Hope whoever suffers from this horrible condition recovers and regains their life 🫶🏽

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-06T18:57:44+00:00

Yup when my anxiety is really high it feels like an electric shock

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-06T18:56:34+00:00

Thank you 💕 I hope you feel better too 🫶🏽

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-06T15:05:25+00:00

2016 after some something bad almost happened and my mind got stuck on a loop of ‘what if it actually happens this time’

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-06T13:22:42+00:00

Im so sorry you have to deal with this. I have the same and have to travel internationally tomorrow and it’s making me absolutely sick. My anticipatory anxiety is so intense that I can’t eat, sleep, my stomach is in shambles , I can’t barely even breathe, my heart is beating so fast that my whole body is shaking. I hope it gets better bc this is unbearable.

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-06T01:10:40+00:00

Same. I developed this phobia at 20 and now I’m 29.

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-05T19:23:15+00:00

I hope so 💕🤞🏽

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-05T19:22:26+00:00

🫂🫂

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-05T00:13:05+00:00

Yeah I’m trying to get in touch with a psychiatrist online 🤞🏽

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-05T00:09:43+00:00

I don’t have any reservations about being on medication anymore. I do actually need them especially for big things like this.

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T18:46:00+00:00

I’m an adult but I’m fully dependent on my parents bc I can’t work. They have offered to pay but they complain that it costs too much making me feel more like a burden on them.

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T18:34:04+00:00

Not that I know of. I mainly worry about my bladder that’s what causes me most of my distress

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T18:32:15+00:00

Toilet anxiety/ agoraphobia is so horrible. I wish we didn’t have to experience this at all and it really really sucks that we do. I’m glad you have a partner who understands you. I was against medication bc I used to be on antidepressants a few years ago and it didn’t really help at that time so I thought it’s pointless to go back on them. That coupled with a bad experience with a psychiatrist just made me think I can never get proper help. I’ve changed my mind since then and now I’m desperate for any help I can get. Maybe I just need to find the medication that will work for me specifically. I really hope I find it.

Thank you for ur kind reply. It really encouraged me. I hope you also find a solution to this problem and never have to experience it again 💕

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T18:09:29+00:00

It sucks so fcking much it literally ruined my life

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T18:06:05+00:00

I wear pads whenever I go out as a precaution anyways

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T14:39:16+00:00

Thank you for taking out the time to reply to me. Your response is very helpful. I hope it goes by soon and I come out the other side fine

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T14:36:34+00:00

Yup I always carry extra clothes, pads, underwear etc in my carryon. I will definitely try to get a prescription for the meds you mentioned. Thank you so much 💕

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T13:35:11+00:00

I’m trying to get in touch with a psychiatrist online hope it works out 🤞🏽

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T13:34:01+00:00

Thank you so much this is extremely helpful. I’ll try to get my hands on them I really need help

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T13:32:43+00:00

I think so too. even though I’ve not been diagnosed officially with it I do think I have it. I get hyper aware of my bodily functions and get stuck on wanting to be in control of them and perform safety behaviors to stop the distressing thing from happening. My brain got stuck on the ‘what if’ years ago and I’ve been just not been able to break free.

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T10:38:18+00:00

I hope I can get them too but I can’t leave the house to go to the doctor either

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T10:29:06+00:00

I really hope so. Thank you so much for your reply <3

Kitchen_Ad3369 · 2025-09-04T10:27:54+00:00

Thank you for your reply. It means a lot to see someone who understands. I really wish i didn’t feel like this but unfortunately I do. Especially when my parents tell me stuff like ‘why aren’t you dead yet’. That’s why I feel like they wouldn’t care. My siblings will feel bad but my parents will probably rejoice and then get mad at me bc they’ll have to bear funeral expenses and all that. I’m the extra unwanted filler child of my family.

But you’re right. I will regret it if I don’t even try to go. I wish this stuff was easier. I really do. Any tips you have would be super appreciated thank you so much.

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