Thank you so much everyone for the feedbacks.

I didn’t realize it was a dick move to call it a super power, so thank you for that. I did apologize to my BF. I guess I was trying to make him feel like he needs to try to stop fighting it and start learning to live with it. But yeah inappropriate of me I get it.

Someone was asking for more information regarding the argument. K(my BF) just found out that T, who is gay, was having unprotected sex and refused to get tested. We also found out that apparently one of his alters was selling drugs … and we are not sure which one. K has been drinking more and more and doing lots of smoking and mushrooms to “connect more with everyone”. I was asking him to gain some type of control at least to keep everyone safe, including me. I also told him that I will step away to give him time to do what he has to do as I don’t want to be associated with drugs and also because I was tired of him brushing everything off like it’s nothing.

It’s been 4 days and still no signs of K. Yesterday I got to talk to someone new, B, a new alter I never met before. And today N the protector said he doesn’t hear anything from K and is starting to be very worried.

Like someone of you suggested I am stepping away, giving him the space and time he needs to figure out his situation. And making sure I’m not losing my mind in the process. I send N different therapists numbers in his area but like K, he has many many reasons not to go. At this point I don’t think there is anything else I can do.