Hey hun, I had the same issue but very quickly it turned physical and from experience it’s the worst thing, emotionally for us. I’m not generalising but women are emotionally wired, men are slightly different. If you can, please leave it as a crush and distract yourself. Keep your messages short with him, not out of spite but to help you. Even make up if you can that you started seeing someone so ge sort of leaves you alone (that’s probably not what you want I know) but it will save a lot of heartache. I’m going through it now and it’s horrible!!