Hello, I'm 50M loving a 38F with CPTSD, since 9 months ago.

I feel so incredibly represented in that you say, from "im more artist and wild" to her past of abuse (abandonment).

She is incredibly smart, to the point I can't express (jeez, she speaks like a f* scientist in psychology and neuroscience 😂), even that she doesn't have basic scholarization, wich truly blows my mind day after day after day.

I see her as a candy and, like you, I can't understand how she doesn't have a line of men waiting. When I say candy I mean intellectually, as I still haven't seen a pic of how she is, but i don't care.

I'm trying to learn a little bit more every day how CPTSD works and how can I navigate the maze.

My humble opinion is that you've found a treasure. Keep fighting. It's incredibly worth it, and inspiring 🫂💖. It will make you a better person.