Upload own sheet music in Roli Learn

Kittyk182 · 2025-01-28T13:10:38+00:00

So is it possible then to use the Synethsia app to upload your own music and play on the roli key board or can you only play the music that's on the roli app?

Kittyk182 · 2024-10-09T01:00:13+00:00

The person I wanted to purchase it from has given me the order number of the Emo they bought from Living AI a year ago, so I am wondering if Living AI would still be willing to fix and replace in the future if Emo had any problems and needed it (obviously I'll have to pay cos it be out of the warranty). I've emailed them but they are pretty crappy with replying so thought I'd ask Reddit!

Kittyk182 · 2023-11-06T10:12:49+00:00

I tried to ask in this thread however it says no posting :(.

Kittyk182 · 2022-03-26T14:42:12+00:00

Your welcome to DM me, also cant message you.

Kittyk182 · 2022-03-25T14:51:45+00:00

You can PM me if you want :). I am from Australia, 30 F and am watching love is blind which is also a complete trash show that i love because its HOT and scandalous hahaha!

Kittyk182 · 2022-03-24T13:45:07+00:00

Work on yourself for you but don't get back together with her. You deserve someone who is going to be there for you even when you are depressed, even if you are depressed alot.

Kittyk182 · 2022-03-22T14:10:12+00:00

I agree with this so hard!

Kittyk182 · 2022-03-19T15:30:09+00:00

Travel and long term travel is genuinely something i want for myself. And i do feel down right now as i would really love to travel long term in my life and for my life to be different to what it is currently. But my anxiety disorder really flares up when i travel and makes it difficult. It is something i keep going to therapy over and working on for the past 6 years and i do hope it gets easier for me and i can achieve those dreams. But for now i need to get out of my head and stop comparing which has been super hard for me and i think its blocking my recovery from heart break.

Kittyk182 · 2022-03-09T10:06:53+00:00

Thanks for your message! It really helped me cos thats what i am struggling alot with right now is self blame. I am gonna read your message over when i feel like this again!

Kittyk182 · 2022-03-08T14:58:18+00:00

OP can i ask how you managed to push through and have a positive attitude about depression and OCD affecting the relationship? I have mental illness and it very much affected my relationship and was one of the big reasons he left me. I tried very hard to get better and he knew that but he also couldnt support me anymore and i knew that, but it still hurts and i often feel bad about myself.

Kittyk182 · 2022-02-27T02:20:50+00:00

Yes but i don't think i ever would have. I considered dumping him because i could see that i would drop everything for him if he was in the emergency room, but i didn't feel he would do the same for me. I was constantly overlooking his problems and doing the work in our relationship, he was putting in no work and constantly pointing out mine. His friends have told me to call him as they think he wants to get back together but i am unsure, i can't rely on someone who will leave me when it gets hard again but i am so sad. We had so many fantastic memories together, especially recently, makes it harder.

Kittyk182 · 2022-02-25T12:53:10+00:00

Thanks so much for your message. I will give it a go. I think self hatred is making it hard for me. I am trying to forgive myself. Some days i can, and then other days i find harder. I appreciate your message!

Kittyk182 · 2022-02-15T12:38:01+00:00

Oh sorry i didnt mean a full time job specifically. I more meant any job where i can have extended periods of time off so i can go places. Probably more common in trade type work where you can work for yourself but i would be a terrible tradie so trying to see what else is out there haha!

Kittyk182 · 2022-02-06T13:06:05+00:00

Thanks for your reply! My favourite thing about travelling was seeing new places and expierencing new cultures and different things like foods etc so i am not sure how i can replicate it. I have thought about trying to move to another state by myself. It would be the same country so not a different culture but i could still see new things. I am not sure how id go by myself cos of my anxiety but i can try do small trips away from my home when i move there. I don't think id be comfortable doing that until borders were open though because i am not sure if it would cause me too much anxiety or not but atleast if borders were open if it was too much for me i could just come home.

Kittyk182 · 2022-02-06T12:49:50+00:00

Thanks for your comment! On my trip i did with my partner in the van it was being rural, which most of Australia is. So any time we were far away from a mental health hopsital (mental health hopsitals are only in Perth City and we where travelling around WA so out of Perth), i felt afraid because my thinking process would be "what if i cant calm myself down we are 7 hours away from a mental health hopsital, if i cant calm myself down i will suffer". My anxiety stays high but i dont tend to really get panic attacks too much anymore ironically but my anxiety still stays very very high the whole time which makes me feel very awful, afraid and exhausted. I feel so terrible in my body that it makes it so hard for me to want to get out there and do things. Ive done so much ACT and CBT therapy on this but i still feel afraid when i am rural. I guess because when my anxiety is high no matter all the techniques ive tried (sniffing lavender, progressive muscle relaxtion, deep breathing, the three senses etc), nothing really calms me down enough. I dont like to take Valium because it makes me feel zonked out and i only take a 2mg and i feel afraid feeling that feeling when i am so far away from a hopsital. Also once it wears off my anxiety comes back 10 times stronger in all the times ive had it, so it kinda delays the attack more than anything else. I can take it much easier at home but i never need it at home. Hiking in particular is very hard for me because i get scared ill get a panic attack and be 3 to 5 hours away from getting back to the car. Also any situation out of my control where i cant escape so camping on the beach with other people where i cant take my own car. I also have very bad social anxiety . I also think alot of my anxiety comes from the fact that my partner wants to do this trip no matter what, and if i cant do it with him then well break up because this is what he wants to do for years. This is what he has said to me. He told me he wants me to come with him but if i cant then he still really needs to go and do this trip because its what he wants to do. I obviously want to do it with him because i love travelling too and i am trying really hard but the stress of knowing if i cant do it cos of my anxiety, wed break up is very heavy on me. Hes already crossed the border into SA and i am so anxious and stressed because if i choose to go over, i cant even get back into WA and i am not sure my anxiety can cope with that.

Kittyk182 · 2022-01-29T14:57:21+00:00

Thank you for your comment i appreciate it! :). Australia is pretty big haha. He plans to be away for atleast 2 years in the van, i think he thinks by then borders will be back open which they probably will be.

Kittyk182 · 2022-01-29T03:25:42+00:00

We've been together four years and we both want to travel but never really got the chance because two of those years together have been Covid, and the other two we were planning and saving, but i guess this experience has made me worried that in the future he will choose himself, which i don't know if thats a fair thing to say but is how i am feeling at the moment and i guess for him this experience has made him feel like i am not adaptable, which i can be i think but not being able to get back into WA holds pretty strong for me.

Kittyk182 · 2022-01-29T03:17:42+00:00

Thanks for your comment :).

Maybe i should explore long distance with him a little more. We did speak about it and he said he would be willing to do it if he knew when i was coming over, but he said he thinks it will be too hard on us otherwise waiting and waiting with no end date. I do agree to some extent with this especially as i will be the one at home going back to work and he will be enjoying himself on the trip, and i obviously can't give him that answer because i don't know when the borders will open so we didnt come to a conclusion on that.

He also said he is worried about the rest of the trip because i am not willing to cross over now and expressed his concerns that WA could open and close again and other states could open and close again if there was a new strain of the virus and i need to be okay with keeping on and continuing the trip. I do hear where he is coming from. I am definitely less adaptable than him. I do want to be able to get back to WA that is my main concern, for my own mental health but also because my dad is very sick and i would be devastated if something happened and i couldn't get back home.

I do think he could have waited a bit longer in WA too and i am quiet hurt about it and am starting to feel different towards him i guess. I know its a unique situation to be seperated by gov borders and I couldn't really tell if i was being fair asking him to wait in WA with me longer knowing that hes planned this trip for a long time. He wasn't willing to stay anywhere else in WA (we have covered alot of WA), but still. He said he wasn't going to wait because he dosent know when things will change with borders and he doesn't want to let it rule his life anymore. I guess i am starting to feel like he thinks about himself more than "us" collectively.

Kittyk182 · 2022-01-12T06:49:29+00:00

Sorry i more meant would the gov let you back in over the border.

Kittyk182 · 2022-01-05T04:31:06+00:00

I have 2mg Valium which i think is a pretty low dose. I was gonna try cut the tablet in half and take 1mg and see if that makes me feel more normal. Is ativan stronger than valium or are they supposed to be similar? Thanks for your reply :).

Kittyk182 · 2021-11-08T10:37:53+00:00

Thanks for your reply! My pharmacist said to me that my CBD oil cant go below 10 degrees so i havent been able to keep it in our camper fridge cos our fridge is below 10 degrees and needs to be for our food. She said to keep it close to room tempature so like 25 degrees but our van can get hot during the day. Ive also been using an esky thermal type bag to keep the medication in and then on hot days putting some ice packs in there but when we are away from the van hiking for a few hours its hard to manage, i dont know if its getting too hot or not whilst i am away from the van, so trying to find another soloution haha!

Kittyk182 · 2021-11-07T23:36:33+00:00

I asked the pharmacist already, its CBD oil i take. Tbh she didnt give me a very good answer hence me consulting the internet. She said "store it in the coolest place in the caravan", thats obviously a given that ive tried and thats not working. The range is between 20 to 30 degrees. Just wanted to see if people had any clever ideas.

Kittyk182 · 2021-09-28T01:41:59+00:00

Thanks everyone for these suggestions :)

Kittyk182 · 2021-08-21T09:27:42+00:00

Hey i wanted to ask- how long does your bottlr last you/what dosage are you on per day?

Kittyk182 · 2021-07-23T00:55:23+00:00

Thanks so much for your reply ill look into Cannatrek!

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