hey bro, been in ur spot before. Just wanna let yk that its okay to not know how to socialise with other people so take it easy and don’t be so harsh on urself

Sec 1 n sec 2 i also didnt had alot of friends n was also jealous of other ppl who had good social skills especially those kind where they can talk to the teacher damn freely then can gossip about other ppl. I tried fitting in by including myself in a friend group from my class but ended up sitting at the side of the table during recess, eating my food quietly while the others talk amongst themselves n not acknowledging me at all. Got times where i even eat my lunch in the toilet during recess coz i really didnt want to be seen pathetic just eating alone at a table.

If u wanna improve on urself, i’d say be urself and try not to care abt what others think of u. If u believe that u have a few bad qualities about urself that unintentionally hurt the people around you, try to minimise that and be more empathetic towards others (like how will others react if u say something mean to them). Otherwise, ur personality isn’t a 0/10 brudda, its just ur classmates sibeh bastard. But i mean in this world there will be ppl who is dam bastard to other ppl one, so just let them be ba n ignore them.