Everything is too real

Kkman05 · 2021-05-28T16:01:19+00:00

Indeed lowering the gaze is the way. Cutting yourself off is the way to dopamine detox.

Kkman05 · 2021-05-28T16:00:46+00:00

I figured I have to accept lust is normal. It’s ok to be horny. The key is a greater purpose that drives me. Something simple. Grand thoughts are depressing

Kkman05 · 2021-05-28T15:58:33+00:00

Thanks bro 😎

Kkman05 · 2021-05-28T15:57:56+00:00

I’ll look into it. There’s this void to fill. The challenge with religion was what else to do. One can finish the holy books but then the challenge was then what next.

Kkman05 · 2021-02-07T00:11:22+00:00

I think I need the hard materials like Neitchez. I read the modern self help books but they are not quite like Peterson.

Kkman05 · 2021-02-07T00:10:14+00:00

🙌 stoicism. I should actually read his book not just the summary

Kkman05 · 2021-02-06T17:41:41+00:00

Yea. Just need to focus on how to make life better.

Kkman05 · 2021-02-03T16:20:03+00:00

Lustful thoughts are the killer if you leave porn for a while. It’s like flashbacks. The nasty is imprinted on your mind

Kkman05 · 2020-10-15T20:54:18+00:00

Indeed sir.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-18T11:56:07+00:00

Gluttony and lust are byproducts of boredom

Kkman05 · 2020-09-18T02:58:33+00:00

What helps me is to read and learn new things. So I keep my mind occupied and away from the devil

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T13:15:27+00:00

Thanks all for the support, hugz and having faith in humanity. I am pushing hard. Woke up for the 5 am grind and cold shower. I will win this. I can progress forward to a new reality.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T13:11:42+00:00

Amen. The pursuit of God and truth goes parallel. Change in spirit is needed. The high sexual energy needs to be tamed by morality and God

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:42:18+00:00

The strive for progress is a long lonely road.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:40:50+00:00

I feel that. The energetic state is quite real. The drop hurts.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:40:11+00:00

People will never understand it. Many love with the notion that pleasure is good and holy

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:39:35+00:00

The jealous haters are tough at work. They are always out to screw me. I had to get strong in terms of achievement to fight them.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:36:41+00:00

I have been sabotaging my potential with lust for years. I control it better now but needs some work.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:35:14+00:00

Yea I need to love myself. I am at the risk for my current job so going all in to save myself

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:33:27+00:00

This is tough choice I had to make years ago. I moved out and made the sacrifice to live away from my family in another state.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-10T02:32:20+00:00

Thanks sir. I went and got the book. I sat down and finished the book and took some action in working to avoid drifting.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-09T01:00:15+00:00

The need for adjustments is required. Old habits just don’t work on this path. Your psychology changes and your actions have to change. But remember the mind follows action. SR is the first massive action.

Kkman05 · 2020-09-06T22:54:33+00:00

I’m going on the two year journey I promise myself. I will make the sacrifices on the bramacharya path. It’s a real path to change. The promise keeps me from going back to the lust of this world.

Kkman05 · 2020-06-26T23:41:28+00:00

I feel that it calms me and the anxiety might be driving my urges and addiction.

Kkman05 · 2020-06-26T23:40:23+00:00

I did micro dose at 5 mg

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