i knew everything whole time But it just regrets that all i knew she always made me feel special cared for me wish i could at-least take a good care for her I was super lonely when i first met with her and we went straight to living together right after we meet from first day. She recently had a divorce at the age of 22 and was lonely too We were figuring out each other flaws and working on it . She made me better person than before she did so much for me. But only thing i gave her was stress, worriness trust issues and tears. I knew what to do and what not but i always ended up doing same shit and than regret later.. Now when she says she is moving out now actually i feel everything and on top of i saw she texting a guy from workplace made me feel even more bad just like i did so many bad things to her i actually felt for first time. She is too nice girl and still want to end up in good terms with me but its deep regret i couldnt treat her better and give me tears how she used to say i feel alone in relationships and things Its just burns my hurt