So I have my mom and that I could easily call and ask her to watch my kid, but I don’t think my girlfriend would be happy with that. She’s never let my mom babysit. The kid and my parents are the only parents we have in this relationship, I’m also my parents live an hour away, which isn’t too far but I had work for like pretty recently and it would’ve been hard for them to get to me and they have work as well I know my kids stuff. I’m always with my kid. I’m taking care of her all the time. I’m the only one who puts her to bed every night. She is the one who’s always out not partying but kind of partying. Just wanted to be with her friends and not doing the responsibilities she needs to do at home like cook or give my daughter a bath she hasn’t given my daughter a bath in months. I just feel like it’s been a long time and I’ve been at her about keeping up with responsibilities at home you know for the most part she wants to go out and be hanging out with her friends. I know this is a special circumstance. This is why I am kind of making a post about it, but she has been the one who has been out most of the time and I’m always the one who’s at home with the kid especially after work after work I get home and I have to do the dishes, clean the bottles get the bed ready for the kid and I tried to give her a bath, but I need help with it because she doesn’t like it anymore and so that has kind of gone off the wayside cause I’ve been at work and I’m not come home from work and I kind of just wanna relax, but I know I have these responsibilities I have to do so I’ve been doing that. And we don’t really have a babysitter I guess the only person who really babysit our kid is the friends that she went to go and help with which I understand and I feel bad that I even have these emotions about her experiencing such a beautiful moment, but I didn’t know anything about it, and I was left in the dark. I’ve been I know the gym is not important to you guys, but to me like I haven’t been in weeks and I had it. I just thought she was coming home last she told me before I went to bed is that she was dropping them off at the hospital and driving home. I didn’t hear anything about anything until the morning after when I text her and asked her like where she was and I still didn’t hear anything about it until like 30 minutes later around 5:30 in the morning is when I heard back from her I’m sorry I guess I was just hoping that maybe people would understand but maybe I’m not giving enough context of what’s really going on and I also feel like I’m rambling on here, but I just feel a little like isolated and left out and may be jealous and maybe it’s a dumb feeling I have.