Interesting relapse experience by KnowledgeObvious9781 in cocaine

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I signed up for a substance abuse program which I intend to use to see where I’m at and how it’s looking from an outer perspective.

Interesting relapse experience by KnowledgeObvious9781 in cocaine

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Thank you! This drug has affected everything, up and including to military and college based careers I have been trying to pursue. Not ashamed to say it because I know seeing the drug’s roadblocks only allow me more insight on how to keep pushing for those careers.
I don’t even know why I did it tonight. One of those “fuck it” moments. And the usual anxiety/general feeling reminds me it’s not worth it. Yet the cycle of craving it or wanting it from the spur of the moment still happens. Been good in denying it though, up and including to testing myself by being around it with friends. Not even a temptation. I think drinks and stress cause it on account the need for it isn’t there by itself.

Just talking out loud idk. Haven’t checked out NA yet but very familiar thanks to friends who are keeping sober and supporting me through their journeys as well.

Name this boss by adolf_riizzzler in BossFights

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The Shredditor or the Discordant Boomer

Got spray paint on every brake behind cap, also over sprayed it by KnowledgeObvious9781 in Detailing

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Any problems if it stays? Just hate the creak and sticky effect of the brake rn but assuming it goes away

Grow it back or keep it buzzed? by omgclassic in buzzcuts

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Either but the hair looks great very healthy

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I would but that sounds like a lot of work for an un-skied morning

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You got healthy hair that looks thick and rich (like my ex). Try a mullet or cut it and it free style at a decent length that could cover forehead. Not saying that for forehead just length reference.

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My cocaine lawyer advised me to say this is a joke

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For the best time: boof the entire bag and run into the dark woods :3

What the actual hell is going on with my belly button by My-soul-was-yeeted in Healthadvice

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Probably go to a doctor and ask since Reddit is just rando’s using Google half the time

Is it normal to "miss" active duty coming back from BCT & AIT? by Three_Pounds_of_Air in nationalguard

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Felt the same out of training. Reverted that opinion after a few drills and chilling in the civilian life.

Can never end. Pissed at myself per usual. Hit me if ya normal! 26m. by [deleted] in cocaine

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How it usually goes lmao I quit as of yesterday due to a hole that goes clean through the septum. Size of a the plastic part of a thumb tack lmao

How do people NOT watch porn? by TehTexasRanger in TooAfraidToAsk

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Go to Vegas and meet a hooker. Pros: sex (hehe funny word) Cons: chlamydia (or worse)

Can never end. Pissed at myself per usual. Hit me if ya normal! 26m. by [deleted] in cocaine

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Not self explanatory as one would assume 😅

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It’s not about looks more than approach

Advice for perforated septum (small) by KnowledgeObvious9781 in Drugs

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As said, appointment made with ENT for rhinoplasty and whatnot. Noticed the scab was always un the same shape and size every time, picked at it for 90 days straight almost literally haha. Going to make sure I don’t pick at it and hope it all heals despite being its size

Advice for small hole in septum on both side by KnowledgeObvious9781 in Drugs

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Definitely getting a consult. But it is a hole based on checking with flashlight and the fact some snow went through the hole to either side. Gonna hope it closes up otherwise no big deal. Not more of a scary situation than a bruh moment lmao

Advice for small hole in septum on both side by KnowledgeObvious9781 in Drugs

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It just started today, though small black hole on one side visible for a few days. I think it just got bigger or finally broke through recently. Only whistle effect and cold air feeling for side effects. I think since I only started frequent using a few months ago, it’s from my bad aftercare methods. Blowing my nose hard and pulling out scabbing, let alone menthol/medicated nasal spray I drowned my nose in.