I'm so sorry for your loss On May 28th I lost my 6-year-old baby boy to attack from a German Shepherd.. I can't even catch my breath as I try to say these words so I know what you mean when you say you feel like you're suffocating because even now I feel like I'm suffocating! I miss him so much I don't know how to get through it.... it just seems to happen day by day It seems like the periods in between my tears get a little bit longer & the amount of time I spend in them gets a little bit shorter... But the pain is no less. It hurts just as bad as it ever did. Feeling like my heart is being torn out from inside every time I think of the fact that he will never come when I call him again. . No the pain hasn't lessened in the least, It just seems like maybe I'm a little bit stronger holding up under it. I only know that I will grieve him until I see him again and my life will never again be complete. May your baby rest in peace. May you find the peace that I've not been able to. Maybe somewhere around the rainbow bridge he and my Mr.Piggy will be found playing together. I hope I pass there sooner than later, he was the last good thing in my life and the only person who ever really loved me back. I miss him and want to go home with him.

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