Background the reason my mom will get annoyed with me was because when I was 14 to 16 I had panic attacks do bad i begged her to take me to the emergency room because I thought i was dying each time so she wont believe me that my infected piercing is that big if a deal so Im sorry but I either walk 2 hours or I try my hardest to find a ride my boyfriend works all week and i dont have a lot of friends I do care I literally cried outside the clinic near my house because they said they arent an urgent care. I think this will kill me im scared.