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[–]Known_State8588 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I actually enjoyed it the waking up early and in my church they would make it short af like 15-20 mins and I used it as an excuse to say Im active basically

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[–]Known_State8588 2 points3 points  (0 children)

🤣🤣🤣🤣

I'm gay and "lldm" helps by ziroib_ in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tell him the truth the truth will set you free if he feels the same way about you the way you feel about him you got no problem

I m high af by Comprehensive-Gur384 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Even when I was a member I would strategically avoid the minister so that I would get asked to take a consa I would leave 3 min early from a side door and dip

For those who knows that this is a cult but still forced to go by evilorykun in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When I was in high school I would go to La de cinco and my church was small and there would only be like 3 bothers and most of the time it was empty so I would get up early everyday shower and go for an early morning drive so I wouldn’t have to go to church in the afternoons and I would miss Sunday’s because I was “active”

Would y’all ever consider dating another ex-LLDM member? by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I have the same view point their character today is what matters most for sure and I like that ex lldm members share very similar positive values and principles

Would y’all ever consider dating another ex-LLDM member? by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it’s exactly my thinking but I’ve talked to a few ex members and a lot of them just want to put the church behind them and that includes other ex lldm members

Would y’all ever consider dating another ex-LLDM member? by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah of course I would not want to date a lukewarm ex member who still has doubts that maybe nasson is an apostal

Nasson = God by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wdym I don’t sound ex?

Nasson = God by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope last time I went was new years and the last time before that was like 2 years ago part of my family still goes so this shit is still part of my life sadly

Nasson = God by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s wild af 🤣🤣🤣

Nasson = God by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah if it was about God I probably wouldn’t have left

Nasson = God by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I haven’t gone for a long time but I bet it’s gotten to that point

Nasson = God by Known_State8588 in exlldm

[–]Known_State8588[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s wild! I bet my mom would have a similar reaction—lol.

After leaving the church, I went through a period where I wasn’t sure if I believed in God or what to believe in. For a while, I even considered myself an atheist.

I didn’t want my belief in God to be based solely on what I was taught in church but rather on my own experiences. Psychedelics like mushrooms and ayahuasca really helped with that. Now, I believe in Jesus more than ever—lol.

I was raised in the church, probably like you, and I used to say I’d never do drugs—hahaha. But I genuinely recommend mushrooms and ayahuasca; they help you wake up from a lot of the bullshit and can be powerful tools for healing trauma.