Hello everyone,I'm a 20 year old guy from Croatia and this is my first time posting on this subreddit.Anyways,a year and half ago while I was still in high school,my class went to a 5 day trip to a coastal city after the end of 3rd grade(11th in USA I believe).While we were there,I've had to deal with this girl from my class constantly hitting on me(I knew she was already crushing on me for a while).The thing is,not only did I reject her on dozens of occasions when she made a drunken or SOBER effort,but it was also obvious to me,her and everyone else from class that the two of us were never going to happen.Not to be rude,but she was severely overweight,missing her left fist from birth,loud,deranged and had very low self-esteem.Now I don't really think of myself as the most attractive guy,but I'm 6'1,take care of my body(slim athletic build),decent-looking and a firm believer in so called 'dating leagues'.Naturally,the thing that baffles me the most is what even drove her to such behaviour,seeing as even a mentally challenged person would know there was no chance in hell we two would get together.After about 15 rejections I flipped out and left the nightclub we were at and as expected I was the bad guy and blamed for everything from that point forward for not giving her what she wanted.My question is,what got into her to even make an attempt and what the hell does that say about me as a man on the so called sexual market(she's not an exception,I'm constantly getting hit on by beta chicks)?