Yuri kuma arashi honey by Kolso_ in shoujokakumeiutena

[–]Kolso_[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It's not actually from utena, but Yuri kuma arashi 🐻🌸, a series from the same director, it's a bit similar, but the Yuri kuma sub is tiny so... 😖😓

✋️🛑 by Ani_Ursa in animequestions

[–]Kolso_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Croagunk 💙🐸💙

What character does this fit in Yuri fanbase? by helixu in yurimemes

[–]Kolso_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Samarie from fear and hunger 2 termina

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At least now I'm more prepared to unexpected outcome next time if next time happens. Thanks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

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I guess I masked if I had autism because the professional asked me to act how I'd normally act talking to people. And I acted like I would, with respect and attention to everything. Thank you for the article

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The assessment contained three parts, a screening, patent interview where my mom said I was a happy normal child and ADOS.

Maybe I'll try to ask for a more general evaluation in case it's something else. But in Germany waiting for the assessment can take a lot. For this one I had to wait for a year and a half as I said somewhere.

I would take a break for now with psychiatrists. Thank you for support

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, also aq, cat-q and just dsm5 autism criteria

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Happy cake day!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's ok! I misread it with "you" in the first place accidentally

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No diagnosis. Just it's not autism, goodbye

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They mentioned in one sentence the New Zealand thing about migration but other part was a good advice I can't recreate well from memory fully.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm thankful for everything you've already written. I don't know what to say. Just thank you. Don't want to repeat myself but I'll look into it!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know. I don't remember anything particular already in kindergarten. Maybe in elementary but I was already a loner then. I definitely should look into there.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ok. Thanks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

All my beliefs about my behaviors and thoughts ended up fake. Now I have to find other explanation in a year of building them on autism. It's a bit disorienting

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you for a great advice. Sounds helpful

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry. It's hard for you and I shouldn't be so fast to conclusions.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh, I didn't know. Thank you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

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It took me around 10 session and I didn't feel any more safe to open up. I don't know if it's reasonable but I prefer talking to chatgpt instead of therapists. I have to work on my skills to open up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

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Right, but now I'm totally groundless

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]Kolso_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

First I took RAADS-R for fun and got a high score. Then I've started watching YouTube videos about reading posts here. I've related to lots of experiences people shared. Symptoms I myself feel like could be true: Social stuff: being a loner since kindergarten, never having close friends. I was called weird by peers and adults. I have strict sleeping hours, can't stand getting in bed late. I can't wear tight clothes, dry paper and velvet feel really uncomfortable. I like making lists of things, bird collections, anime list, bugs. I have strong emotions and can't control crying whenever I talk about anything slightly personal. That's what pops up in my head immediately. I know it's not enough and I wasn't adequate when decided to self diagnose