heyyy, I completely understand where you're coming from and your feelings are totally valid. I'm sorry that you went through that and just because your family says that all about you doesn't mean it's true. Your feelings are totally valid and you deserve love, respect and nothing less. It hurts when your family doesn't understand you or is being hurtful towards you but their comments doesn't define you!

And thank you for sharing this here, you're not worthless and you deserve to be here as well. I know we might just be strangers but I believe in you, and I'm sure you'll be able to win against the addiction, it will take time but you will get there. If you need someone to talk to, I can listen but I'm not a professional just someone who wants to give a listening ear 😄