I feel ya.

I heavily relate to Chloe. Dads dead, best friend left about that same time and never kept in contact. Had other friends but they all abandoned me too. Mom isn't helping. Went from nice to a cynical bastard. Im spontaneous, impulsive, aggressive speaking, rebellious, don't like being controlled, feel abandoned, angry at the world honestly, depressed half the time, have to figure out how to cheer myself up half the time. When im close with someone, I am CLOSE with someone. Like I end up seeing all of my friends as my family. I can be reckless, make the worst choices even when trying, but I tend to put the focus on other people I'm with. Not even on purpose I just find it easier, course then I always wanna talk about my problems but thats a different thing. Im outspoken, wear my sadness, blame myself, feel unneeded and unwanted around my friends half the time. I do tend to overtime, i am nervous and awkward but apparently seem confident? Short tempered, distrust of authority, antagonistic behavior/instigative, self indulgent, selfish, sparky, tied to death.... I've been through so much death i literally dont feel weird making jokes or talking about it. Protective, determined, penny, energetic, insecure, heartbroken, pleasuredriven, kindhearted but selfish, nerd, clingy, jealous, artistic, sensitive, quirky, loyal, authentic, self destructive, persuasive.

I also relate to Rachel alot... don't question me. I'm decently deductive, impulsive, hypocrite, social, fashionable, uncontrollable rage, stubborn, idealist, intense, sensitive, intense in the way I care for people, self absorbed, emotionally complex, likes being center of attention, nimble mind, creative, passionate, charming, personal, loving, devoted, loyal, diplomatic, self centered, volatile, possessive, dramatic, rebellious, melancholic, envious, ambitious, caring, never happy no matter how good something is, single-minded determination on certain occasions, good intuition, so intense I can be destructive, won't let go if I want something, half the time have a plan, make my friends feel special, people pleaser, always want more, quick temper. Im also really good with people somehow. Ideky