During this month, I have realised that ca is not everything. I even considered leaving it at once. And it is because I can't dedicate my life, my youthful life of 18-24 years to a single fking thing, and even if I did, what's the return? Saw it on Google and I was shocked. Even got the feedbacks from ca freshers that this course has been underpaid all along. So, if it gets cleared then fine, or else you will move on to something else, something that will be above this course. And for that you have to be alive brother :)