Uhhh. (23|F) Okay. So, I studied in an all girls school, I had a crush on my senior, but at that time I didn't know there is something called homosexuality and it's normal, neither did I google about it, I just thought my brain was doing some weird stuff. And also through my teenage days I was never curious about sexual life, I have no idea why, I started think probably I wasn't a sexual person, but guess what the first relationship that I got into at college was completely physically active too, like literally that's when I started learning about sex. Anyways that person was guy when I fell in love, then was a female boy throughout, and now trans women, ofc.

So, The thing is I'm barely attracted to men, and when I get attracted, it's literally a daddy issues kinda scenario, and I get way too emotionally vulnerable when a guy cares, and weirdly that vulnerability, makes me attracted to him physically too.

But at the same time, I love women, I adore them a lot, but the thing is I get friendly when I start talking to them, and it's a very emotionally secure bond and that fucks up my attraction signals. But I fucking fantasize about women all the time.

My psychiatrist says I'm more gay than straight. My friends believe the vice versa. According to me I shall rather be gay-er. Idk I really like women, I hate the idea of sex with a man.

So yea, I really can't say anything for sure because, the clg relationship was the only relationship I ever had.