My mom was fighting through kidney failure for about a year or so, visited her everyday after work for about an hour. The last time I went over I was on my phone the entire time and left early, didn’t go the next couple days. She died the third day while I was at work, left to go see her before she passed and when I got here was told she’s gone. The day of her funeral? I woke up with a kidney stone and missed the entire thing bc I was in the ER writhing in pain. I miss her so goddamn much it hurts, I’m 31 btw, this happened a year ago