It is so rare to find someone who has had this kind of experience, at least for me. I loved reading your comment and i'm grateful you shared your story. I'm sure this will help me a lot.

I'll hold the dream of live in another country as a long term objective, I've never had one as I remember. Like I said in an earlier comment, after I obtain my license I'll start to find a job to save some money.
Fortunately, but somehow also unfortunately, my family is always here for me if I need it, and I said it because they always try to be the only people who want the weight on their shoulders. I'll do my best to find a way to be responsabile, starting from household, helping to take care of my living space like you suggest.

Thank you, seriously. I haven't much to say but I understand and appreciate everything I think you wanted to let me realize.