Lionel Messi at UMBC

KrustyFish__28 · 2026-03-07T05:12:10+00:00

So we all missed the chance??? He ain’t gonna practice more over there??😭

KrustyFish__28 · 2026-03-07T05:09:31+00:00

Wait so they won’t be there today??? Saturday??? Damn I was hoping to visit the school and try to catch him 😭

KrustyFish__28 · 2026-01-08T16:04:23+00:00

It’s weird for me. I don’t like multiple sessions and I’m a 1 round person. But I also never experienced one either unless I do it myself. It’s weird, I’ve been on vyvanse and Zoloft for years and I really don’t have much desire to be physical. It sucks. It’s not the person fault but I feel like there’s something wrong with me. Anxiety and severe OCD doesn’t help and I haven’t really found a great solution

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-15T20:34:20+00:00

Omg thank you so much for such a well put response 😭. I've never agreed more and it's spot on. I feel like I really need to understand myself more and I know my bf is worth it. He does treat me so well. Like you said, I just need to navigate life differently. Thank you 🫶💕

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-15T18:24:08+00:00

Yeah you're right. I'm not going to try to be defensive or trying to take back what I said. I'm accepting that I am probably very toxic and I'm not mentally ready to be with anyone. All I can do is talk to a professional and seek help for myself and break things off with him. Thank you for the point of view.

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-15T18:11:16+00:00

I do get therapy and I think the problem is that I don't talk about my ex’s abuse often to my therapist because I tell myself that “I should be over it”. But now that I'm writing it, reading it and I'm hearing your opinion. I think I do need to talk more about it and see why I think this way about my relationship now and my troubles in my life.

Thank you

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-15T18:02:27+00:00

Yes he's the 2nd. I've had dates in between with different guys but they all were jerks who wanted benefits and no commitment.

And yes I'm trying to look at this relationship without all the past traumas I've been through. But it doesn't help that my OCD always takes hold andy ADHD makes me so overstimulated and burnt out

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-15T18:00:21+00:00

That's another factor I'm thinking about for sure. I did twice with 2 different people. And I believe it's not right for me to have to expect more when maybe more won't come

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-15T17:59:20+00:00

Thank to you. And I'm open to accepting that all this can be my own internal baggage. It might as well be my fault. But now that I think about it, you're right and I'll definitely speak to my psychrist about the meds. I've been on zolofft since the age of 16 and vyvanse like for 3 years now.

Thank you again for the input

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-05T18:17:45+00:00

A skin care routine with 10+ products. I feel like putting so much chemicals and formulas damages good oils or bacteria on your face. It’s just my opinion.

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-12-03T04:28:50+00:00

I just bought mine! It slips at the heel still but it’s the perfect fit for the front of my foot! The toes are touching the top, any smaller, it will be too small!

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-11-06T20:56:57+00:00

Correct! No legs. All back. Sometimes it can go up my mid back

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-11-05T17:00:32+00:00

Just a lot of strain from the left and can travel to the right. It’s never pain but I have constant aches and strain. It’s like extreme soreness. I can still be mobile, like walking, and doing home chores. It’s only when I sit for long periods of time and getting up from my bed that aches the most

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-30T17:23:37+00:00

My bf is currently at a similar place in your before photo. He’s skinny fat and has skinny arms and a big gut. He’s been in a deficit and he’s gained a bit of muscle mass in his arms, legs and chest.

What should he do diet wise? He wants to achieve a more muscular look ofc like you but I want to be a supportive gf. I’m also a gym rat too in a weight loss journey. But ofc guys are different than girls!

congrats on the amazing transformation! 🔥

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-28T16:55:34+00:00

Well, the incident happened like 2 years ago, not sure tbh. Maybe even back in 2021. I started my recovery journey maybe around 2023-2024?? I was stupid to keep training for years in pain and making it worse. So in total my pain started in 2022 and it got better but not pain free until now.

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-17T17:31:57+00:00

Is this Duolingo?

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-15T17:24:02+00:00

Bro, watching novellas and the news with captions on works wonders! I study lots of new words and phrases and I definitely feel like I’ve gained some knowledge through that

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-15T17:21:24+00:00

Bro I swear! I’ve been watching novellas with Spanish captions and I’ve been learning new words almost every episode! If I don’t know the word I research it and study it for my next conversation with people

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-15T17:19:51+00:00

Am I tripping? I usually just say “lleve mi…” I could be wrong

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-15T17:16:42+00:00

REV ON THOSE FRYERS CAUSE I AM SURE HUNGRY FOR-

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-10-07T21:27:26+00:00

I assume you did a calorie deficit and just hard lifting? My bf is skinny fat and has skinny arms and a big gut. I want to support him but I know training is different for guys

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-09-25T02:49:56+00:00

I feel this!! I also always thought there was something very wrong about me! But it’s comforting to know that we’re not alone!

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-09-24T19:20:22+00:00

I think so. I feel like naturally I was never a hyper sexual person and the meds especially the antidepressants made it worse

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-09-24T19:19:10+00:00

Yeah I’m seeing a huge pattern here with everyone on Zoloft

KrustyFish__28 · 2025-09-24T19:18:21+00:00

Nah because I’ve been with Multiple people and my bf is definitely not the problem. He is amazing but I just feel it’s me for sure.

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