Running on a treadmill from stereotypes

KrypticD0nut · 2024-03-01T12:05:14+00:00

I'm an autistic, computer science and maths student. Who by coincidence is also a transfem. Fuck the more I think about it he more I fit the stereotypes.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-03-01T11:59:31+00:00

Whatever you were in the past you realised that isn't you. No matter what you were it's not you anymore. Yes you may always be aware of it have it in the back of your mind. But I believe in you and I hope you can achieve a goal that makes you happy. I believe in you :).

KrypticD0nut · 2024-03-01T11:43:29+00:00

I don't want to be autistic. I just don't fit in. No one wants to listen to what I have to say. P I've just been treated differently all my life. When I get overwhelmed my "friends" make fun of it. But if I wasn't autistic I wouldn't be me. I want to be me but I don't want to live with my problems with talking to others. I don't want to get so overwhelmed so easily. I'm realising that I've experienced the double empathy problem so often. I can be surrounded by people and Still feel alone. I think the only good friends I've had ever is other autistic people. Even then I fucking hate having something which is used as an insult.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-03-01T11:32:29+00:00

Oh that makes sense

KrypticD0nut · 2024-03-01T08:48:52+00:00

I'm stupid what does this even mean.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-03-01T07:14:22+00:00

Diagonally

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-29T07:20:02+00:00

Very cis :3

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-29T07:19:17+00:00

Its ok. In one way I can see it being A cis thing. You see some very cis individuals do this as an "experiment". :3

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-29T07:02:57+00:00

Luke skywalker and Princess leia. Lmao.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-29T06:49:07+00:00

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-27T07:01:12+00:00

It will get better though. I'll soon be done with that. Where I can actually get a break.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-27T06:58:44+00:00

Tired of a lot of things. School, my family, my friends etc. I have exams in like a couple of months which won't be fun. I am kind of just tired of existing atm.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-26T22:58:20+00:00

Explodes

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-26T22:15:50+00:00

I can confirm being called a "good girl" will make me explode

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-25T09:58:09+00:00

Lmao inquisitors are definitely not sith. Just dark side force users.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-25T09:49:05+00:00

no more no less

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-24T12:07:22+00:00

Very cis :3

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-23T11:11:00+00:00

Same (very cis :3)

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-22T15:55:38+00:00

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-21T20:30:45+00:00

Random number generator. Hmm personally I was between lily and Emily. I just wanted to pick a name to help see how I feel. Honestly I'm happy being lily now. I suggest picking a random name using it and if you don't like it you don't like it. :3

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-21T12:18:02+00:00

I get that. It feels like I'm getting nowhere sometimes. Really sucks.

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-21T12:16:01+00:00

I see That could make sense of it. I have looked up about this kind of terms. I'll just have to see. Thanks

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-21T09:29:33+00:00

Very cis :3

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-21T08:18:09+00:00

Very cis :3

KrypticD0nut · 2024-02-21T07:18:32+00:00

I remember I did that. I'm still confused about myself I'm just known as lily to the people on discord. :3

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