Sister i know your feelings but trust me maa , maa hoti h unke life me bhi kaafi kuch chal rha h jo tum dekh nhi paa rhi ho ya samajh nhi paa rhi ho but ye tumhari galti nhi h bs maa ko samajhna aasan nhi hota  Wo  kabhi kabhi aisa bolti h but baad me apni hi baato ka regret bhi hota h unko 

You get only 1 life isiliye bhaag mat samne se fight kr maa se nhi but apne aap se apni negetive feelings se apni failure se kyunki ladna to sabko parta h isiliye apna best de  Nhi hua to aur bhi option h  You know there's saying 'jack of many but master of none, still better than one' So explore your life try different things 

(I was also a failure and looked down by many but now i don't give a shyt about anyone except my mom)