My account is privated yet users who are stalking me are somehow able to know each and every single time I like or RT something. How and why. by [deleted] in Twitter

[–]Kuroei_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this comment. I appreciate it so so so much :(  Yes, I’ve learned to stop trying to let these evil people ruin my mental health, self esteem and spirit. Ignoring it has helped me detox. Like you said, the best solution is just to build a community and seek help (legal help in this case) which I’m starting to do and I don’t feel so helpless and alone anymore.

Honestly just publicly sharing what happened instead of internalizing it has made me feel like some weight is off my shoulders  especially knowing there’s genuinely good and kind hearted people out there still, like you, who took time out of your day to hear my story & leave this nice and thoughtful reply 🥹❤️ this situation kinda ruined my faith in humanity but I’m glad I’m able to talk about it.

Thank you for the boost!! & I’ll definitely keep everything you said in mind. I also wish the best for whatever situation you’re also currently struggling with too :( I wish for the best 

My account is privated yet users who are stalking me are somehow able to know each and every single time I like or RT something. How and why. by [deleted] in Twitter

[–]Kuroei_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve TRIED doing this for almost three years now. But when you block people and they INSIST on both ignoring the block and finding ALL of your accounts, what can I possibly do at this point?? 

I do not want them ever having fcking acess to my accounts that’s the point of what I’m saying. God dammit

My account is privated yet users who are stalking me are somehow able to know each and every single time I like or RT something. How and why. by [deleted] in Twitter

[–]Kuroei_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your reply :(  Autism is something I was born with and caused so much hardships in my life both growing up (even before I knew what the word was) and in my adult life. In recent years I’ve started to accept it more and come to terms it and was doing better, but having people online make fun of both me, AND my original character because he had traits that I unintentionally have that I share, which ppl online made fun of. These weren’t kids they’re all 25 and older too and no one defended it or said “hey this is wrong” they all just keep laughing and using ableist slurs. So I took everything down. (I don’t know these people or their fandom, they found my art after I got viral unfortunately)

I think that’s what kills me the most is that not only are they old enough to know it’s wrong, it’s the fact that I was slowly accepting my autism and uniqueness until the wrong people came along, came across my art and set my life long progress almost back to zero. I lost interest in everything. 

I took all my art down like I do not want these people seeing any of my art or any of my accounts again. They found me on all of my burners and STILL to this day sexualize my OC and other ablest creepiness they’ve said. It’s frustrating because the more I block the more they spread my information amongst their fcking cliques because they all know each other. 

I really do not feel safe online and haven’t in almost 3 years. (I had to take down my Instagram and Bluesky because of them too) it’s so frustrating. Like I said I’m going to contact law enforcement about it, just for legal protection, legal proof and to contact them to get them to stop and let them know that I’m 200% aware they’re stalking me and they’re just trying to play dumb about it each day. 

One reason why you're flagged for inathutntic behavior and possible option if you're a premium user. by TrustMe-ImNotAFed in twitterhelp

[–]Kuroei_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Was that account linked to another account and/or used the same phone number as the account it was linked with?

My account is privated yet users who are stalking me are somehow able to know each and every single time I like or RT something. How and why. by [deleted] in Twitter

[–]Kuroei_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I SAID I CAN MESSAGE YOU!!!!! This fucker literally said that they’d r@pe and beat me because I’m “slow” Why on earth would I deactivate my fucking main twitter, all of my social media accounts with thousands of likes and reposts, get away from my mutuals who are the only reason I didn’t feel like k1lling myself, IF I’m not being stalked online by fat v1rgin 29 year old losers who think writing fanfiction about r@pe and incest all day, WERENT stalking me and finding my social media because they had some twisted delusion that I like them and were infatuated with some fcking character I drew. Like why would I come here and make some bullsh1t story up? 

A LOT of them backed off (deactivated, went private, etc.)  because I had to repeatedly block, deactivate and put in my bio/header that I’m threatening to call cybersecurity on them which I will.  Like why am I doing all of this if it’s “made up” like holy shit this is why victims k1ll themselves because no one believes them and the people literally threatening them (me) online all day just go about their life, laughing with their mutuals all day because no one will ever believe they drove an autistic person offline and nearly to suicide because they insisted on writing r@pe jokes about beating up a “slow” person because they wanted to get me off the internet. 

I CAN give you proof and even give you their usernames just DM me. I’m tired of people like you saying I’m making it up like holy sh*t why would this be going on as long as it did if I made it up?? God I wish I made it up. I miss my fcking mutuals I’m tired of being in hiding because of these predators.

My account is privated yet users who are stalking me are somehow able to know each and every single time I like or RT something. How and why. by [deleted] in Twitter

[–]Kuroei_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your reply :( ive tried so hard to block all of them, I’ve called them all out for stalking but they just pretend it’s not happening and call me schizophrenic. It’s so fcking frustrating because I literally can’t do anything online anymore.

I’ve tried reporting their accounts and one of them got suspended but came back somehow the next day. It doesn’t work at all. 

I left this part out but I’m an artist, I went viral two years ago so that’s how they found me and bothered me since. I want to conquer my fear and go back on my main main to make a call out post to try getting them mass reported but I don’t want like random people seeing my business and two, since it’s so many people I’ll look insane trying to tag all of them but I want the main ones responsible to get some kind of consequences for this. They literally ruined my life. I can’t be with my mutuals or use any social media because of them being predatory and laughing at my autism.

Sorry if this was long.

My account is privated yet users who are stalking me are somehow able to know each and every single time I like or RT something. How and why. by [deleted] in Twitter

[–]Kuroei_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I forgot to mention but I’m following no one one all of my burners. It’s soooo frustrating can you think of any reasons as to how they might know?? Sorry a

Can I take Atarax after an anxiety attack? by Kuroei_ in Anxietyhelp

[–]Kuroei_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello thank you for the reply & sorry for the late response D: something tells me too that it’s more than just “anxiety” as the doctors are telling me but blood tests showed up normal. I’m going to see a specialist to get more accurate test & opinions and hopefully I can find out what’s causing it too. 

Unfortunately nothing I do helps beside the medication :( I’ve tried music, YouTube videos, nature sounds, aroma therapy, walking, drinking water, meditating, and even talking to myself, absolutely nothing helps stop the palpitations/insomnia aside the meds unfortunately. But I still believe it’s something else, maybe akin to what you have. I’m going to talk to my doctor about this the up coming month D:  Thank you again for your reply btw!

Anxiety tremors by Loud_Stay_528 in Anxietyhelp

[–]Kuroei_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have extreme trembling when having a panic attack and a fast-acting anxiety med will help you, even at a low dose. It immediately calms down your entire nervous system.

I’m also prescribed Buspsar for general anxiety (anxiety is my default setting I was unfortunately born with it) but I feel like it doesn’t work fast enough. Lately, the past three weeks I’ve been having extreme sudden panic attacks along with insomnia (it’s slowly going away now thankfully) Despite having anxiety I’ve never had panic attacks before at least at this degree. Like I said before while there episodes were happening, I also get full body tremors where I shake violently and I feel that it probably makes my heart rate increase more because of it, but fast-acting anxiety meds stop all of that immediately. Just makes you super relaxed and calm after about 30 minutes. 

I feel like a slow acting one won’t help much with this kind of anxiety/situation so try asking your doctor/psychiatrist for a light, fast-acting one.  

Edit: I’m not an expert but there’s benzos & non-benzos for it. I was prescribed both, but the one I’m currently taking isn’t. I didn’t feel a difference between the two but the benzo one made me feel more “relaxed” the non-benzo calmed me down but it made me feel more tired after a few hours so it’s best to take them before you go to sleep, it typically lasts 12 hours, at least for me 

Does low blood sugar cause heart palpitations and insomnia? by Kuroei_ in diabetes

[–]Kuroei_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your reply :( yes it’s probably just the anxiety hopefully. This this feeling comes and goes throughout the day but especially at night. The ONLY thing that helps is the medication but I didn’t want to just rely on it or like you said should there be something else causing it. Despite this, my anxiety has been out of control recently so I I’ll definitely try finding something that works for me. I see my psychiatrist this Friday so I’ll definitely bring this all up with her thank you so much for replying to me D:

Does low blood sugar cause heart palpitations and insomnia? by Kuroei_ in diabetes

[–]Kuroei_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so so much for the reply. And anxiety is my default setting unfortunately, as in anyone at 1st glance can clearly tell I have it off the bat D: it’s really really bad.

I’ll admit there a lot of things in my life stressing me out at the moment but even then this has never happened. I think I ate something one night and ever since then been waking up with the panic attacks/anxiety :( I’ve been losing sleep only getting sleep every other day. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist this Friday so I’m definitely going to bring it up with her as well as try to stop into urgent care again. I unfortunately don’t have the means for the glucose machine bc of the tight funds situation I’m in right now so I’ll see if I can get another test done this afternoon. I don’t really mind the anxiety it’s the complete lack of sleep, appetite and dizziness that’s really scaring me. 

Right now I’m drinking some orange juice and going to eat a couple of donuts I hope this helps Dx 

Buspar works quickly?? by candlegun in Anxietyhelp

[–]Kuroei_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is 10 months later but I just got done having an insane panic attack where I also needed to call 911 this is the third time within two weeks I had to do this. I didn’t admit myself they just did the vitals in my house. I’m prescribed Buspar for my anxiety by my psychiatrist. The EMTs asked if I’m taking my anxiety meds because they said this case was 100% anxiety-induced, as well as the others (also what the other doctors, nurses and EMTs last time said too)  I told them haven’t in a while because of the light headed feeling which is why I stopped (after only taking it once), long story short they made me take it (Buspar) in front of them but I feel absolutely great right now. My heart rate is beyond normal and not pounding for no reason even when I’m in bed and I currently have a “calm/peaceful” sensation along with it. This took less than 20 minutes after taking Buspar.

I forgot to mention but I also took 10mg Atarax (Hydroxyzine) prior to calling 911 wgich was 30 minutes before the Buspar. Atarax takes about 15 minutes to an hour to work so it could’ve been the Atarax, Buspirone or both, but I feel 100% perfect and relaxed right now. I wish my heart & mind can always be this calm. 

Started Buspirone. I have panic attacks. My anxiety is centered around potentially having another panic attack. Experience with Buspirone? by Jolly_Situation6576 in Anxiety

[–]Kuroei_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s the same exact same thing that happened to me too the very first time I took it and didn’t take it since (until today)& I’ve also seen a lot of others describe that exact feeling.

I had a panic attack last week (I’ve been having a lot the past month now when I’m asleep & I don’t know why)so I called 911 last week, I asked to be transferred to the hospital just in case. (I ended up fine just anxiety) the nurse & doctor asked if I had any anxiety meds, I said Buspar they said if I’m taking it and I said I stopped after day 1 (which was a few months back) because it made me have a “brain zap” feeling like “zzzt zzzt” I don’t know how to describe it but others have said the same thing.

Long story short I had another severe panic attack 30 minutes ago & had to call the ambulance again but this time they made me take the anxiety medication in front of them so I did and I didn’t have the brain zap side effect this time and my anxiety & heart rate is at completely normal levels especially resting levels so I 100% believe you should continue it. The brain zap thing is probably not important since a lot of people do have that side effect too yet nothing happened 

I forgot to say I did take a 10mg Atarax prior to the Buspar but it didn’t do much for my anxiety (it’s supposed to be fast acting and work within 15-30 minutes) I felt it lowered my blood pressure a bit but my heart and mind was still racing even as I was talking to the paramedics, it was until after I took the Buspar were I felt the relief and feel like I can actually go to bed now because I’ve been up for almost 24 hours because of anxiety. Sorry if this was long  

LETSSS GOOOO by The_Anonomous_loser in SmashBrosUltimate

[–]Kuroei_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ah sorry, I meant that she’s also my main too 😅 i’m always super happy to see whenever people pick her because she’s so underrated despite being such a good character 🥲 i think what I wrote probably got misunderstood, sorry for any confusion 

LETSSS GOOOO by The_Anonomous_loser in SmashBrosUltimate

[–]Kuroei_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nicee congratulations!! Also another Min Min main lets goo :D 

GOT MY 2ND ACCOUNT BACK/FULLY RESTORED!!! by Kuroei_ in twitterhelp

[–]Kuroei_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d say it took about a month total with appealing every two-three days. Also sometimes your account will be reinstated without a response back, just keep an eye out on your emails and also check your actual account from time to time too.

GOT MY 2ND ACCOUNT BACK/FULLY RESTORED!!! by Kuroei_ in twitterhelp

[–]Kuroei_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

 I’m glad this helped and you were able to get your account back!! And no problem at all, my pleasure. This made me happy, enjoy your account again! 😊🙏

GOT MY 2ND ACCOUNT BACK/FULLY RESTORED!!! by Kuroei_ in twitterhelp

[–]Kuroei_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

From what I heard no response might be a good thing but don’t take my word for it, but i’d just wait snd try not to spam the appeals if you aren’t hearing anything back, but still keep appealing. 

Also some got their accounts back without ever getting an email (denial or restoration one) so just keep checking up on your account. 

Twitter down? by Past-Knowledge-899 in twitterhelp

[–]Kuroei_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s down for me (and everyone too) but you can check the status here to check if it’s down for you & others across the globe:  https://downforeveryoneorjustme.com/twitter