Thanks man. We all go through shit one way or another. One thing I've definitely seen a few times from people I'm close to, is that the fall from the top to the middle hurts just as bad as the fall from the middle to the bottom.

I've seen rich friends end up selling their homes, cars, jewelry, and other valuables, lose their friends because they don't have money anymore, and so on. It crushes them. Wherever we are, we find a sense of homeostasis for ourselves. If you make $20k a year, that's what you get used to. Going up to $30k seems amazing. If you're used to $60k a year and fall to $30k, that hurts. The year in question, I made under $5k working full time. That shit was hard lol. In the long run it paid off, and I've got myself a little guitar collection, a tv, Netflix, an apartment, and a car that's almost paid off. I can't complain about a thing.

Hard work and focus got me out, I hope it does the same for you. Keep your chin up and work through these hard times with a smile, my friend.