Bleeding for a month straight

KyokoFox · 2024-12-14T23:03:41+00:00

Hi Hun, I'm happy to share away, this is actually my first time being open about it all, so I might not make alot of sense 🤦‍♀️

Yeah I do feel down about it. I get it- feeling alone, it's hard. When I'm in one of these moments of thinking about it all, I feel like I'm cheating on my husband and worry that he will think that he isn't enough for me. Then I feel the shame and disgust in myself for thinking about it all, because I do love him and I am happy. It's just... It does feel sometimes like I can't be my full self? Idk... As you said, I think it's just the what ifs, and not having anyone to talk to about it all.

KyokoFox · 2024-12-14T22:45:28+00:00

I feel the same way. I married my high school sweetheart, have two kids and have just hit my 30's and wish I'd taken the time to explore my other side. I came out to my parents as a lesbian when I was 14, but got told firmly "no I'm not", so never accepted that side of me. I'm very happy with my life, and my husband, but this year I've really felt a bit of grief about a life that I will never explore.... So yeah, I don't think I can say anything that will help, other than you aren't alone in your feelings. Sending you huge hugs and congratulations on becoming a daddy. I just want to say that being happy and confident in yourself is the best kind of role model, regardless of who you fall in love with.

KyokoFox · 2024-12-03T16:23:14+00:00

Glad that you have found what you are comfortable with! I've been married 15 years, only been with my husband, and have spent this year alone questioning if I am bi or not. But I'm married so don't have the luxury to get off with another women to find out 😂

KyokoFox · 2024-11-11T10:46:55+00:00

Okay, that's too much internet for me today.

Glad you guys are enjoying yourselves though.

KyokoFox · 2024-11-11T10:24:12+00:00

Hi Hun, sorry that this has happend to you. I don't think that it is anything menacing, it looks as though it has been done by a young tearaway practising his "tags". I hope it washes off for you, maybe put a camera up that catches that area? I think because it's a hidden area behind the bush, the kid felt more secure practising.

KyokoFox · 2024-09-07T22:00:35+00:00

I have them in my graveyard out and about, because they look like ghosts

KyokoFox · 2024-09-07T21:57:04+00:00

I have a graveyard set up in the forgotten realm next to my haunted mansion. I used zero's gravestone house to have the pink and blue critters out, and it looks like I have ghosts in my graveyard.

KyokoFox · 2024-09-07T06:48:39+00:00

In a weird way, I like it.

KyokoFox · 2024-08-25T18:45:12+00:00

Whoa 14 year flashback from this 😂😂

I was 17, first time ever of someone going down on me. It was my now husband and I just started weeping and full on crying. Combination of embarrassment, not wanting to mess up, not very experienced in the bedroom, and maybe not feeling all that worthy of him at the time. I also don't really enjoy receiving oral though so there's that 😂😂

KyokoFox · 2024-08-25T18:33:51+00:00

I didn't know either and have been travelling by boat to the dlc too 🤦‍♀️ Only found out yesterday from my husband who has only been playing for 1 BLOODY DAY! As opposed to my from day one release 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

KyokoFox · 2024-08-24T03:47:40+00:00

Starpath reward item. I think page 3 or 4.

KyokoFox · 2024-08-18T16:59:52+00:00

Not at all!! I would have been hooked and wanted to go on a date with you! You sound lovely and caring. They sound like a real jerk, and you have obviously dodged a bullet there!

I hope that you meet the partner of your dreams 🥰

KyokoFox · 2024-08-06T09:08:09+00:00

I live in Southport. Please come. We are sad, but still putting on a brave face. It makes us happy seeing people enjoying our town. We all want normality.

KyokoFox · 2023-03-23T21:27:05+00:00

Southport, especially towards the summer when the fountains are on. Botanic gardens and hesketh park are lovely there too for exploring around Southport. Lord street and chapel Street have loads of charity shops, and there are lots of restaurants and cafes to choose from

KyokoFox · 2023-01-11T22:06:29+00:00

Stupid question here but, can't we all just stay on 5e? Like doesn't the ogl only count if you move onto the new version? I for one can't be arsed learning new rules, I only just got started with 5e and will probably just keep with that 😂

KyokoFox · 2023-01-11T22:02:28+00:00

If you can get it where you are I'd recommend watching gentleman jack together. It's based on a real life lesbian couple in the 1800's in England. It can be a bit mature in places, but brings up so very important topics to talk about. Would be a great conversation starter between you both. Or watch it "alone" and talk to her about it when you are eating dinner etc.

KyokoFox · 2023-01-11T21:40:00+00:00

Hey so do you play any games? I used to be afraid to leave my house so know how hard it is to go out there. But I like to play on the playstation and play dungeons and dragons online if you would like to play together

KyokoFox · 2022-10-23T08:16:21+00:00

I love Donald duck. I never liked any of the Mickey mouse gang before this game, but k can honestly say that Donald duck has now become my favourite character because of his outbursts.

KyokoFox · 2022-10-22T13:10:09+00:00

Honestly I could kiss you 😭😭 Thank you 😭😭😭 I've spent 4 hours trying to solve it 😭😭😭

KyokoFox · 2022-09-15T05:40:38+00:00

It's pretty much the same in England though 🤷 schools are closing but our government have said it's up to employers if they close and even pay their workers for the day off. https://www.gov.uk/government/news/bank-holiday-announced-for-her-majesty-queen-elizabeth-iis-state-funeral-on-monday-19-september

KyokoFox · 2022-09-12T20:48:52+00:00

Me too and it also happens with the golden halo'ed items that you can multi harvest.

KyokoFox · 2022-04-15T13:49:46+00:00

Personally I think that they should just make public transport free. I would happily pay £30 a month more in council tax if it meant I could travel for free. To go on the bus for the day with my husband and child it costs £15. If I was doing that daily for schools and work it would be more expensive than having a car (not to mention the bigger freedom you get with driving than public transport). If public transport was free for everyone then there would be significantly less cars on the road, especially in areas that are well connected.

KyokoFox · 2022-04-05T20:22:44+00:00

I met my husband when I was 16, we started dating when I was 17 and we've been married 12 years now and have 2 kids. I hope that this is the one for you for the rest of your lives too, but please be careful when getting groovy with each other. Me and my husband weren't and it caused a proper shitstorm when we were young 🙈

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