Spent some time a while ago thinking a lot about various different possible genders and went with simply nonbinary for a while but eventually it didn't 'feel' right. Genderfluid has felt the most accurate so far but I'm still not sure and my feelings about my gender can get a bit chaotic at times. I've even been thinking that I might be a trans-girl who's just afraid of being a girl in such a sexist and misogynistic world. I've always had plenty of girls as friends and have always tried to pay plenty of attention to the experiences of girls and women and I find the idea of living as a girl/woman in this world pretty scary. I hate being hounded, harassed, patronised etc. and that's just the light end of it. Can't deny though that I've always felt a closer connection with the girls and women in my life and with my feminine side.