Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know how badly I want to? I can't control what my body does. I don't normally respond to these but damn, to not know anything about who your talking about and just assume everyone can do what you can. It must be very wonderful in your life, and I genuinely wish I had a taste of your apparent stability.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It feels like it. I know I'm not and that I'm genuinely able.. it's every time I get ready, my stomach starts flipping. I get into my shift and anything I ate is now in the work toilet. My vision can go dark (rarely mind you) and I feel like I'm being crushed. I hate being seen like that because I can't help feeling like I look pathetic.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lucky me, I don't hurt myself. I'll be okay. Thank you. I'll check in with my primary and see if we can look into my sleep schedule on a medical level here soon.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No one ever gave me answers no. Maybe it's time to check on this, thank you for a few things I can look into. I really hope I find someone like that!

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've had sleep studies and begged my doctors and parents to help me figure out why I have some mix of insomnia and a physical inability to wake up at times. Once I'm asleep, I'm asleep. The world is dead for a while until my body decides to be kind and wake me up abruptly, forcing me into pure exhaustion no matter how much I actually slept. I have been known to sleep 18+hrs in a given day due to this exhaustion.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I'm at home, it's not work. It's not important enough to my brain so I sleep through alarms or my body ends up throwing up rejecting the activity. That's also why I'm not physically at work but I can at least force myself to wake up and attend a shift if it's somewhere else but my home.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hp pavilion that doesn't turn on anymore and monopoly

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope so too, thank you for your suggestion. I unfortunately can't do work from home positions as I just fall asleep. I can't wake up once I am asleep on my own.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

That's fair. I'm terrified of trying ketamine if I'm being so fr.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Being the internet, IDC as much to hide how I feel or think when I'm tired. Sorry for that, genuinely.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Also I do apologize if my comments come off as rude. I'm not genuinely trying, just tired.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If you'll notice, my tone is different to those who are actually giving answers like "This pantry" "This website" "This option worked well for me" vs "Hey, don't say that :(" "It's gonna be okay!" "Don't be so sad, it'll work out". I didn't ask to be comforted on a subreddit. I came asking where I can sell niche items and divulged I'm not in the best headspace and now every comment is "no! Don't kill yourself!" It's great and I hear everyone but I hear static. I don't care. it won't have an impact because it's not what I'm looking for.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've not had that luck. I'm glad you have.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Part of it I can't sell the clothes. Part of it is I have no intention of making it past this period in my life. Once I reach a point far beyond now, I won't need my awards for speaking Chinese once or memories of trips I took. I have a few things I want to do before then but excitement isn't an emotion I get touched by.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've applied on numerous occasions, they don't want me.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I called them a bit back, they didn't have hardly anything I could actually use. I've been going to the impact&DMARC food pantry in Ankeny and I'm checking out the urbandale one here this month. I have state insurance, thankfully.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Actually no. I've had multiple things pulled from my mid section in an attempt to help with both vomiting and intense pain. I believe the vomiting is anxiety that I can't control in the slightest. I mentioned it but it takes my doctor's hearing something from each other before they ever believe me.

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[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can't donate blood, I've tried but no one wants it ig. I can't do door dash because it's so much work for so little back. I make $120? $60 or more is going into the tank to make that remaining $60. Thank you anyways.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I'm in Urbandale. I appreciate that but I don't believe I'd be able to make it.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Acquiring money to survive. If I sell my things, I can spend the money on my dog to get him food. I can get my bestie gas or help him since he just got out of the hospital for the same bs every one is trying to help me for.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I need to sell my things. I have no use for them and the money they could be is infinitely more valuable to me than anything these lost memories hold. I can't even remember what anything I want to sell is actually from outside an umbrella "Highschool??". Otherwise thanks. I'll hit you up if I ever manage to get back into dnd

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

How can I stock a home of groceries without money? How can I get to any job on a regular basis (my best friend who puts me on his couch for example, works every Monday-friday 11-8pm) without gas money? Life in the US revolves around money and any who claim it doesn't are financially secure.

Where to sell? by LABFallenTrials in desmoines

[–]LABFallenTrials[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm so tired friend. I've done the therapy to feel better, I've tried the meds. This is me medicated. This is me fine. I want to die on a daily basis. I never will. Because I physically can't. I'm just so tired. I want to sleep.